Lady NaNa

he's my sunshine

2009-12-29T21:18:00.005+08:00

meeting up with macbeth at woodlands on Sunday as i wanted to borrow his bag. (=
where's my elmo?? hehe..
i bought for you cookies on that day! hehe.
left only with your cookie monster.
till now, i'm still finding the big one for you.
i managed to found one for you, but its either small or medium size!
if i manage to fine the bigger bigger bigger size like the one u mention, then i will bought for you!
weeee...
love you sugar!

yesterday yesterday yesterday

2009-12-13T15:39:00.001+08:00

i'm absolutely tired!

had an awesome weekend with my macbeth. macbeth make me roaming around town the whole day till my legs were hurt. damn boy! u are sooo bad! (hehe) ): first destination we proceed to Orchard, then Somerset, then Plaza Singapura, then Fort Canning, back to Cathay and then proceed to Merlion. can you guys imagine how long is the destination from Orchard to Merlion? and what's more we travelled by walking all the way throughout the whole journey. gosh! in the middle of the walking part, we had a little tiff and arguments due to misunderstanding has always, but we managed to solved it. saw macbeth friends at Merlion and we decided to chill with them for a while. proceed to one of the place (good spot for those who love to romance. hehe.) and we decided to talk things out and let everything out. managed to solved every-things, and walked off from there nearly 9. reach home early yesterday at 10.30 as i wanted to watch Miss World 2009. what a boring, boring, boring Miss World show as the audience, judges, host were not really enthusiastic and happening. what the fuck! waste my time watching! grr! overall outing today with macbeth was awesome and oh boy, you brighten up my day yesterday! :D muacks!

i love you more now then before

2009-12-04T22:44:00.006+08:00

i love you!

Boyfriend fetched me up at Tampines Interchange yesterday.

Proceed to BBDC, but then it were too late because bf have to reach before 2pm.

(i apologised because of me you were late.)

Spend time with him for a while at Bukit Gombak, then we buss-ed ourself to Woodlands. Ended up spending at Woolands Library to surf the net.

Right after that, back to home sweet home.

I'm glad that we are back to the normal common term, with all the laughs, jokes, pampering and loving. That's so sweet of you sayang! Muacks!

& &..

Finally i managed and sucessed in getting my labret piercing done! Well done!

Love it!

activity for today

2009-12-01T17:07:00.004+08:00

Well, i skipped school again today. Thought of accompany lylie to CGH today while waiting for boyfriend to end his lesson at 3.30pm. But it all turned out to be canceled after receiving phone call from mummy. When to TTSH to visit my grandma. Thank god she was in a stable condition now. After that meet boyfriend at Causeway Point with his bunch of classmates and we went to catch a movie(Ninja Assassin, M18). Its is a fuking2 great, awesome and gore show! It is beyond far too much than what i've expected. Great show, great scene, great act and everything's is all great! All of us rated the show 5 popcorns! Those who like gore movie, you guys should catch this movie! Sorry for those who below 18. Guess you guys will have to wait till the vcd are out. And currently, i'm at BBDC right now accompany boyfriend to enroll car license. While he's going for the briefing, i take up my time to update my blog. So hell yeah!! Till here readers! Bye.

Ninja movie is far too much than what i've expected!! AWESOME movie!! 5/5 popcorns!

spending my time with my busuk

2009-11-30T23:13:00.003+08:00

capoeira damn cool shit!

It all started with frustration at first.

Had to wait such a long time (45minutes later) till Macbeth turned up! [you really need to complain to your facilator!]

Then had to deal with this guy (with a group of friends) who came up to me just to asked me some stupid question and want to flirt around with me while i'm waiting for my bf. Duhhh!!

Called bf up and told him about it. Bf quickly rushed after hearing what i've told him and he finally get to see that guy face. (check2 its your so called friend. duh!)

Overall, we managed to be back to the common term.

Had lots of foods today as we bought cempedak goreng, roti john, keropok lekor, cookie and slurpee.

Slacking, chilling and enjoyed away with the foods that we've bought.

Boyfriend send me back to home sweet home!

Thanks precious for sending me back home and also bought for me the cookies!
Had a really great time with my love one! Hehe!

I'm a COOKIE MONSTER now syg! Love you!

till here. night readers!

Long Distance of Walking.

2009-11-29T21:16:00.005+08:00

Yesterday i had really good time with all my friends and not forgetting, my boyfriend too! It's all started with, i had a Worlds Aids Walk at Somerset with lylie and idham. Halfway through the way, we went off just like that and decided to had our lunch at Far East KFC. Had our lunch, lylie told me that she wanted to buy some stuff at Rastafari, while idham headed home as he got practice with his band. 3 of us buss-ed ourself to Raffles City. Idham took the train while me and lylie walked from Raffles City to MSQ. Went to PUMA to look up for hilmi. As we look for him, there's this one lady came up to us and ask if we want to the part in a Creativity Drawing Competition. So, me and lylie did take part in the competition, and they borrowed jacket and handbag to pose with the drawing tht we've drew. (being PUMA model for 5 minutes. hehe.) After that met Macbeth at MSQ and we walked from MSQ to Skate Park to accompanied lylie met syam while waiting for shid. Had a tiff with macbeth because he really hated it to go Skate Park. Back to normal terms with him and all of us proceed to Haji Lane for shisha-ing! Hilmi was there too to join us! I'm glad that all my friends can click with Macbeth! :D

Thanks everyone for making my day yesterday!

stalker

2009-11-23T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hello people! It seemed that there's this someone who love being a stalker in my life. Well, i don't wish to fight or quarrel with anyone now. I'm matured enough to face all this kind of problems, and i won't gonna entertain any of the spamming or blogging or whatevar things that he or she want to do. I'm not a primary or secondary school kid to brag about this through blog. So yeah. Simple. Just keep it a sweet and short post will do.

To anyone who had been my stalker for all this months or years, please open your eyes damn wide and read it carefully alright? Bikin orng susah uh nie orang. Grow up and be a lady or a gentleman. Thank you.

Happy 1 YEAR 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY

2009-11-19T22:45:00.006+08:00

For the past few weeks, it had been having a heavy downpour and here i'm down with a FLU. Like what the fuck?! Damn it! I really hate to be sicked, because i will get sore throat, my body will tend to get weak and then i fall sick easily! I'm pretty lazy to got to school tomorrow. Tomorrow i'm having ETP module. That's pretty sucked! Haiz.

Can somebody help me to make a decision pleaseeee?

Picture taken yesterday. Blowing Gum! Hehe. :D

Oh gosh, my attendance for this semester really sucked! Had been absent for 1 day, and cabut for SVE and WFB module a lot of times. Easy say, its like throughout the 4 weeks, 3 days of having SVE and WFB lessons. And its like throughout the 3 days, i will not gonna attend to the class. Reason for not attending is either ' woke up late, lazy or tired'. But mostly it will be woke up late and it will lead to lazy. Because, once u are lying on your bed, without setting an alarm clock, you will tend to get overslept, after that keep on dragging the time till you are too lazy to go to school.

Really must bucked up already. Because i;m having a test pretty soon!

Gosh, i'm almost forgot that today its my ANNIVERSARY with my macbeth. Received a text message from macbeth and he wished me an Happy Anniversary!! Ok. Now i wanna blog about it.

To Macbeth:

HAPPY 1 YEAR, 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY my love. (:
Throughout this 1year, 2months, you had been a great boyfriend that i ever had. <3>
Thanks for being extra patient with my attitude. Hehe.
Thanks for all the sacrifices and things that you had done or give to me.
Appreciated it a lot macbeth! I love you right from the start, till now and till the end!

i'm you sin baby! And you know that!
i'm happy now. you know why. (:

precious time i had

2009-11-17T23:44:00.004+08:00

lovely.

So, today skipped school and met my macbeth at his house. Spend the whole day and time with him. Make for him breakfast and watched tv together. Feeling so sleepy and i decided to take a napped in his bedroom. Then at 3 plus nearly 4 we went off to Causeway Point and roaming around that shopping mall. Macbeth send me back to Sengkang, and we spend our time at Sengkang. Had Sushi, Chocolate Milkshake and Pie Kia for dinner. We even had a Sushi Challenge Eating created by Macbeth, where we picked and exchange our partner's sushi and dipped into lots of Wasabi, and will have to asked the person to eat it. And i took up Macbeth Challenge. And i editted the game by inserting the vicks inhaler to the person who will have to eat first. It was fun indeed to have a jackass game overall with macbeth. Next, we proceed to Rivervale Mall, and get ourself a new beads bangles. All thanks to Macbeth.

Till here readers. Im off to take my nap now. And oh yar, I'm so in love with this Macbeth!!! <3

busy busy busy

2009-11-15T17:15:00.003+08:00

Well people, currently im at Esplanade Library with lylie. Before meeting up with her, i were at my Aunt's place to celebrate her maid's birthday which fall in 17 November. So had a lot of different types of foods just now, and right now im feeling hungry already. Duh!! After that, met her because we had to do our Service Excellent Scripts! Boo.. All of our mates had started already, expect for the two of us. We were being left behind quite far from them all due to attending late for SVE, and most of the time we skip our SVE lesson! Grrr. Must buck up already diana! No more skipping school and so on. Up next, its my macbeth birthday today. Were planing to go out with him, but it was cancelled! Don't you dare to call me sickening and sucked girlfriend alright! You jolly well know that i wanted to go out with you today! Bear that in mind! Since you said that on Tuesday we go out, i agree with your plan then. Till here. Toodles readers!

Macbeth's Birthday

2009-11-15T00:55:00.002+08:00

Legal.

Its 15 of November! Its my MACBETH 18TH BIRTHDAY [pic above]!! Woootttssss!! Here's a birthday song for you:

Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To Macbeth,
Happy Birthday To You!

Happy 18th Birthday to my babyboy! Legal already or what? aisayman!! Hehe... Already 18th, must change your behavior ok busuk! May all your wishes come true and all the best in everything you do! Tomorrow we go out kay to celebrate your birthday! Then we meet abg and ardel also, maybe can go shisha again! I love you so much Muhammad Raffi!!

i may not be the best, understanding, loving and awesome girlfriend that u had always been wanting and looking for,

but i will try my very best to be one of those that i've mention above.

in my heart, there's always be you, not others. and i promised to you that on this special day of yours, i will take extra really good care of you. ily now and will always do.

In need of CASH Badly

2009-11-12T13:08:00.006+08:00

I'm currently in school right now with those crazy & happening mates of mine. Went to the Career Fair which were held in my school, and i've applied 2 jobs. WingTai and Customer Service Assistant. Having a heavy downpour right now, and it seemed like i can't even get off my butt to get home. Grr.. I'm damn tired right now. How i wish i'm at home right now and taking my nap. Hopefully i get the WingTai job. Because i really in need of cash badly! I'm so gonna BANKRUPT!! I'm so fucking pissed off with the F1 people. Till now, i didn't get my pay after sending them my particulars. Wtf!!

I wanna do SHOPPING!!

Relationship hurts me the deepest in my heart!

I'm still not sure if we're still together or not. Seriously, it's seemed like we're not being together anymore. Maybe I'm not important in your life anymore. You told me that you still loved me, but did you show it to me now the way that you love me? You don't even have the initiative to txt me by telling me your whereabouts and so on. And you didn't even have the initiative to call me. I really hate your attitude by doing this to me. It hurts me more deeply. Did you ever realize that our relationship were on the rocks? We argued everytime with each other, all due to our disagreement? You know what baby, our relationship bring us nowhere if we keep on arguing. And i find it childish. Don't you? I got nothing to say to you anymore. Just hope that you can change your behaviour and you know what i want from you. Remind you again, i'm not forcing you aites. If you know what i want and if you think that you can do it, then it will be good. If not, you don't have to troubled yourself. If you find me a sickening girlfriend, then might just well leave me and most importantly, DO TELL ME.

I just realized one thing baby! When i asked you right now how's our relationship? Issit ended or continued?

You answered this to me: ilysm.

I guess its just a normal i love you thing. Because you never tell me the answer whether you wanna end it or continued. So yeah. I assumed its the end. Unless you tell me the answer lar.

I may be strong on the outside, but deep down i'm weak on the inside.

Nite readers! :D

It's The End or Continue??

2009-11-11T22:08:00.006+08:00

I've read that blog of yours already. Taken from one of the malay song. Those phrases and words really means alot to me now. & i understand your situation right now. I wont never, ever force you to do those thing which you can't do. I won't compared you with any of those guys anymore. I just wanna be extremely greedy about love things. I compared you with him because i wanna feel more love from you and having those romantic moments and spend every precious time that i have with you. True enough that you had showed me your true love and all, but that was all in the past. I don't think that now you are still showing me your true love anymore. Maybe, you don't realize about it, but i'll do. Now, your attitude towards me, had changed baby! Damn freaking changing sugar! Sometimes, i'm wondering in class what am i to you now? Girlfriend? Wife? Or issit just a Friend to you? Because, for the past few days, you had been keeping quite and don't even bother to give me a miss call or msg. You do gave me a morning msg like today, but you just type "morning!"? Wow! Marvellous job you done! Where's the rest of the msg that you usually send it to me? You really treating me like i'm a piece of shit where you can find me if you feel like you like it, and dumped me or put me aside if you don't need me. Or were you are the one who had been contacting other girls? Because, roughly i can see the picture already when a guy starting to contact a girls. You even called me a sickening? You even talked to me like i'm your friend? Wow! Thanks ar bro! If i'm fucking damn sickening right now to you, what are you waiting for? Choices are all is in your hands. I've already taken your words. Mark my words, i won't gonna disturb or bother you alright if i'm such a sickening & nuisance to you! ( if i do, sorry to bother you all this while)
If i'm such a nuisance to you, that's mean i cared alot about you lar & wanting you to layan me. If not for syg and love punye pasal, what for troubling myself?

Don't you ever dare to accused me for the things that i never done!

& & you don't even have the time to meet and spend time with me lar now compared to last time! Last time, we will meet up 3 days in every week no matter how busy you are! But not now! Your attitude had changed! & that freaking sucked to the core! Nevermind, i understand you.

No matter what, i will accept your decision. But i will still kept my promise towards you & i will still love you no matter what.

End/Stay?

(if you do have contacted any of the girls, do tell me)
anything just text me up lar kay. night.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME, 071191

2009-11-08T02:20:00.006+08:00

lovely!

What a day to start of! Had an awesome & marvellous birthday celebartions with Macbeth & his cousins, Abang Eric and Ardel. Splendid! Splendid! Splendid day with my hunks! Spend most of the time with Macbeth first at town, then met the both brothers up, plus with two of Ardel's friends at Bugis. While waiting for them to arrive, boyfriend & I had the time camwhoring! As already planned by Macbeth, we went to Haji Lane for sisha-ing. And i had Strawberry Milkshake for drink instead of having li quor. Yum! Yum!

Boyfriend were so sweet as he sang for me a BIRTHDAY SONG towards my ear! Wootsss! Im a lucky girl i guessed to have Macbeth in my life. Now i really, really understand why boyfriend is so caring & concerned about me for not letting me taking a bike license, working during schooling time and much more. Although we had always been arguing lately, deep down i know that Boyfriend really cares about me & he knows what's best for me.

Thanks to all my friends for the birthday wished!
Thank Macbeth for spending your precious time, wis hes & celebrating with me.
& not forgetting, thanks to the both brother's for celebrating my BIRTHDAY too!

Let the pictures do the talking once it is ready to uplaod.

credits to baby love - MACBETH/BLACK

sisha - ing with LA -FAMILIA

THINGS THAT I REALLY WANNA GRAB SO BADLY once the F1 pay is in :

- Nokia E63.
- Shops for more clothing and dresses. ):

Happy 18th Birthday to me

2009-11-07T00:46:00.004+08:00

Hell yeah! Finally, im 18 now!
Have been waiting for these day to come.
Legally to what i wanna do all this while.
Im sooo gonna partyyyyy & enjoy my life starting from now on.
Smoke & Drinks as & when i like with a bunch of my friends & boyfriend!

& im gonna meet my boyfriend up in a few hours time.
Gonna celebrate my birthday with my love one.
Make sure we take lots & lots of pictures aites love.
Anyway love, thanks for wishing me in your blog. (:

That's all for now peeps! Goodnight readers!

i <3 my people

2009-11-02T22:02:00.011+08:00

Nie macam cakap okey BRADER!

Basically, there's nothing much i wanna update about.. Today school were freaking damn boring for me. Seriously, it is just a waste of my time going to school today as i didn't turned up for my WFB lesson and SVE lecture. Didn't turned up for WFB lesson because Lylie, Sheeqeen and myself were waiting for Lishah. As usual, she's the one who will always be the late ones, and as for SVE lecture, all of us were agreed for not attending to the lecture, instead we were having our breakfast at CAFE 1. Perangai sia tu!

Up next, after school, Lishah, Lylie, Noi, Hidayah and i accopmany Idham to dyed his hair. Poor Idham, because no one wanna help him dye his hair, and so i asked Lishah to help him up dyed his hair. We were chilling away while waiting for his hair color to be seen. While waiting, there's this group of 6-8 malay guys just came out from the boys toilet. One of their friends saw my smiley piercing, and he decided to asked his friend(who badly wanna have a smiley piercing) to ask me about my piercing. Lols. Random talk about piercing and off he go.

Zappp. Lylie suddenly told me that she wanna re-pierce her smiley back. Without hesitate, i asked her to re-priece back her smiley by asking Noi to help her out with the piercing. Lishah, Noi and i still have the time to joke and laugh at Lylie, while she, herself were in pain. Haha. Buat kekek uh korng! Done with the piercing and i help lylie out to put on her smiley stud! :D And as for Idham, his hair color can be seen! Woooottttsssss!!!! We're done with our mission!

And oh yar, Lylie and i had already discussed among ourself that we gonna pierce our middle part of our below lip! Woohoo!! Nie macam cakap okey BRADER! And we had already told Noi about it, and she's agreed to help us with the piercing. Wee!!

p.s: im so gonna miss my Macbeth Love! Hopefully he can spend his time with me this Saturday during my birthday! :D

sincere apology from me

2009-10-31T20:34:00.005+08:00

I'm sorry for all my wrong doings towards all of you be it on purpose or not. I'm sorry for hurting those people feeling be it my family, my friends and my love one. Sorry if those words or sentences really hurts your feeling. As you know when someone gets mad, they tend to said those nasty words or sentences. As you guys know, i don't mean it every word that i've said. Im sorry people.

I Love them because they make my world goes around!
My FAMILY,
My MACBETH,
& my FRIENDS.

without you guys, im not what i'am now.

Hopefully, boyfriend can forgive my mistake yesterday. And to all my friends, hope you guys can forgive me too.

im sorry macbeth.

awesome

2009-10-28T01:21:00.014+08:00

im a pet lover dude! :D

Today was awesome. Had a great great time and marvellous day with boyfriend and his cousin, abang eric and ardel. Meet boyfriend up at woodlands as we wanna celebrate boyfriend cousin, Ardel's 16th Birthday. Spend some time with boyfriend first at woodlands, then proceed to Yio Chu Kang to meet up with the two brothers. Then off we go to Jalan Kayu and had our dinner and at the same time, chilling and slacking there. Thank you so much boyfriend, abang and ardel for bringing me along! :D

Happy 16th Birthday to ARDEL! :)

Nothing much to update about yesterday. Just that i didn't turn up for my WFB module and SVE lecture. Can't be bothered with SVE lecture because im gonna sleep inside the lecture threature. Those pictures were taken yesterday using lylie's lappy. (: i miss my girlfriends!

im obbessed with my MACBETH LOVE

2009-10-24T00:06:00.005+08:00

My deary Macbeth Love, im here posting about you. I wanna apologized to you for all my wrongdoings. I know that deep down you were really upset with me for not being able to understand your situation. I really hope that you understand how i feel when you were too busy with your stuff. I know that 24hours you are the one who really understand me the best. But like i said it to you before, u know what a girl do really want from her boyfriend right? Seriously, im so touched with your sacrifices. You don't have to skip school and capoeira just to give me a surprised. Till you waited for long hours, but it turned out that i didn't turn up cos i don't even know a single thing. Gosh. I really felt so guilty.

Im so in love with you my Macbeth Love! Cos you are the only one who willing to sacrificed lots of things just to see me happy and smile. Gosh. Im sorry baby! I will try to understand your situation starting from now on.

Im done with blogging. Gonna start with my ETP project. That's really sucked! Nite dudes!

Dee's Random Wrotes

2009-10-22T19:28:00.008+08:00

Aww. Ain't boyfriend so sweet till he edit our picture? Mostly, he's the one who have been edited most of our pictures, because i don't really have the time to edit those pictures that we had taken. He told me that this is our 1year 1 month anniversary present. Well, at least its better from receiving something from you rather than not receiving anything. Right boyfriend? As you know, i don't really mind and looking forward from you to buy me a thing for our Anniversary. I don't need all that. But, if you happen to bought me anything for our anniversary, then i will accept and appreciate it, if not, i don't really mind with it. A simple and a small gift like this already makes me happy, and i really appreciate it alot! Thanks boyfriend for all the hard work and time just to edit this picture. :D I really love you alot my deary MACBETH LOVE! Muacks!

Picture were taken : Sengkang, on the 20 oct 2009 where boyfriend came down to my place to spend time together. Also, boyfriend get to met up with my sister. Im sure he's damn happy get to see my sister. Hees. Naughty this Boyfriend of mine!

Happy Anniversary To You!

2009-10-20T23:52:00.005+08:00

Yeah.. Its on the 20th. It means that its my anniversary with my love one which is no other than Raffi! Boyfriend meeting me up at Tampines Interchange since he decided to cabut from school. Roaming around Tampines area then heading back to Woodlands to send boyfriend back home. Before sending him back to Woodlands, on the way walking towards the 168 bus stop near the CPF Building, we saw Faz and his girlfriend.

(Ok. This is fucking random, but can see that boyfriend is so fucking pissed off with Faz!)

Laugh out loud boyfriend had a talked with him, then boyfriend slapped Faz's face. His girlfriend didnt do anything, instead she were watching her boyfriend being slapped and being scolded with Raffi. What kind of a girlfriend is that? Im wonderring. Serve him right. This is just a slight warning to him for doing those shitty things towards me. Tsk3.

Back to the story, boyfriend and i then spend most of our quality time together, then we proceed to Causeway Point and roaming at that area. Both of us were hungry, and so, we did had Sushi for our light dinner since boyfriend wanna eat sushi. Headed back home at 6 plus. :D

Boyfriend can be so random at times by text-ed me just to tell and asking me stupid question.

Tell tru SMS - Bie, Im in lurve with you!
His question was -you tak syg i?

Lols. Bie, just so you know that i really love you so much! Im sure till now you already know me pretty much well. No matter how hard people trying to break us apart, i will not gonna let them do it. No matter how often we quarrel or fights, i believe that it will only make our relationship stronger than it seemed. And remember our promises that we had made towards each other dear? Are meant to be kept, instead of broken it. I really love you and only you raffi with all my heart.

HAPPY 1 YEAR & 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BOYFRIEND! :D

sicked!

2009-10-17T01:25:00.002+08:00

Im having a sore throat since Monday and up till now, and also dealing the pain at my back left part of my kidney which were really hurting me when i seat, walked or cough! Its really killing and irritates me! Cant even walked properly. Damn it!

Apparently, its the first week of school. Which means school had just startetd on the Oct 12. The feeling of going back to school were really sucked big time after having the 1month of holidays! The same classmates of mine were really fun, crazy and happening. Plus, those lecturers were pretty friendly and happening too. I really hate my new modules though. Especially ETP (Entrepreneurship) and WFB (Writting For Business). These two modules were really killing me! Alright, enough about school matters.

Up next, i cant wait to get my F1 pay since i have already returned my F1 uniform on thursday at ite bishan with a bunch of my babes. Please. Please. Please. Im in need of money badly! Wanna go shopping with boyfriend. Shop till the both of us when bankrupt!

After returning the F1 uniform, boyfriend met me up at Tampines. Chilled at Sun Plaza Park with idham, lylie, boyfriend and me. Saw this two idiotic guy there who just came back from work-out. The minute i saw them, i were really fucking pissed off, and out of random it reminds me of my past. Suay sia nie!

i really miss youshouldknowwho.
miss those time when we spend our time together.
miss those time when you and i shared our problems together.
our laughters, our smile, our tears.

Hope that this someone knows who am i referring to.

Sometimes, it keeps on playing in my mind. I aint gonna be a third party. And you dont have to shared your problem with me anymore, because i dont deserve to hear it out.

Cheap, Desperado and yet No Dignity

2009-10-09T00:56:00.005+08:00

Ok my dearest and beloved friends and bf. Here's a story of a cheap slut name Apple who just cant stop flooding my tagboard with all those spams! This is fucking irritating bitch with all those spammers! Get a life will ya? Stop being a heroine in my relationship bitch! If you think that you are fucking smart and good in relationship, then show it to me and my bf then! I dare you to come up to me and my bf, and confront us up! A cheap biatch like you only dare to say and give spams through tagboard! Not through face - to - face! You are so cheap bitch! Don't ever try to think that you can get him! DREAM ON BITCH! He already said get off his life! So, god damn it! GET OFF HIS AND MY LIFE!

Suck you father's dick! I'm sure your father wants more from you! Make sure you give your father an excellent service aite! Black don't want you to suck his dick! Too bad bitch!

A bitch like you are cheap and yet no dignity! Cos you offer yourself that you wanna lick my bf's dick? Tsk3.. Pity on you. What a shame! I guess your parents didn't gave you enough education!

I'm not gonna entertain your stupid, timid, immature, nonsense and slutty behaviour! You are so cheap and childish! Fuck off bitch!

jealousy is a common thing

2009-10-08T02:41:00.006+08:00

I was pissed off with youshouldknowwho. Being jealous with some guys without any reasons is a common thing, and i know that. If you only deleted one of them in my facebook, i wouldn't be so mad. But, u deleted 38 of them out of 86! That's freaking alot i tell you. Now left only 48 friends in my facebook? Do you know how pathetic it is? You even deleted my secondary school friends. I dont know what else i should do to convinced you and to make you really trust on me. I put our display picture as my picture profile, and i even picked the status that i'm in now. What else you want? If the situation goes like this, it will be good right if i just delete my facebook away rather than having 48 friends.

Gosh! I'm really mad at you! Don't wished to elaborate more on this. Up next..

I'm hungry right now. I'm upset with my weight! Cos i've lost 5kg compared with my original weight which is 40kg! Wow! That's fucking alot!! And my sister nagged at me for not eating that much! Haiz.

And i really miss my brother alot!!! People called him as Ichali. Will only be seeing him next Friday. Sigh. ):

im happy now

2009-10-06T01:47:00.003+08:00

Boyfriend wanna get a haircut on Sunday, so i did accompany him since I'm also gonna buy my new MP3 player since boyfriend knows much about electrical devices and also, he got told me that he gonna accompany me. So, we did accompany each other. Grab those foods from KFC for our late lunch and proceed to Causeway Point (Courts) to get my MP3 player. Bought the stuff that i want, CREATIVE (PINK) MP3 Player then went into Precious Thoughts to get a card for MUMMY (bf aunt) and proceed to Changi Airport by cab.

Boyfriend just got himself a new haircut on Sunday. Love it! ((:

Reach the Airport and saw boyfriend aunites, uncles & couzins. Gave MUMMY the card and chatting with boyfriend couzin's and his girlfriend, Ardel and Sharifah. Then boyfriend introduced me to his parents and his family members. Love that! ((: We walked along with MUMMY till Departures gate. When its time for MUMMY flight to take off, we still have the chance to chat for a while, shake, hugged and some of them even cried. After that Ardel, his dad, boyfriend and i had our dinner at Whitesands. Im headed back home, while boyfriend and ardel's brother chilling at Pasir Ris Park.

Thanks for your treat DADDY! (:

MUMMY, we will definitely gonna miss you alot! Cos you will only be back in 2 years time! ): All the best in everything that you do! Endeavors!

always and forever will be loved!

Finally it's over

2009-09-29T01:18:00.003+08:00

F1 fever is finally over! I was beat througout the 3 days after standing, directing and dealing with patrons for 36 hours of working. Met up with lots of patrons with different kind of characteristic. Some are freaking cocky, difficult & stucked up. But overall it is an good advantages for me, cos i have learned on how to be more patient and also i get to gained lots of experienced from the F1. And also, i managed to get along with those peoples from Year 2 Business Admin, and not forgetting our Superb Supervisor Yash! Thats a bonus for me! *cheers*

Well, the first day were not too tired for me cos it happened on Friday. But starting on saturday and sunday, it started to be chaos and chaotic as patrons were dashing into their respective types of passes for eg Cooparate Suite and Grand Stand passes, and let those usher to scan for their passes so that they can be entered and can be exit.

On the last day, which in on Sunday, were feaking tired cos we ended at 12 plus nearly 1am. We will have to stayed till late night cos we will have to scan their passes when they wanna exit from the places. Due to lots of the heavy patrons, we will have to end our work till late night.

Dealing with those before and after drunken Ang Moh's were really hard and tiring for me especially on Sunday. There's this 2 Ang Moh's came up to me. 1 of them had walked such a far distance, till he makes a come back to me just to asked me stupid question by asking me this before he get drunk:

Ang Moh: what will you gonna do after this.?
Me: Im still working.
Ang Moh: Oh. Alright. (touches my arm)

And the other one asking me this after he got himself drunk:

Ang Moh : excuse me, are you a sister of Rashidah?
Me: Nope.
Ang Moh: Cos you looked familiar.
Me: Oh. Ok.
Ang Moh: Can i have your no?
Me: Ermm. Nope. Sorry.
Ang Moh: Y? Issit difficult to remember?
Me: Yes, it is difficult to remembered.
Ang Moh: Alright, then i will just seat here till you gave me your no.
Me: Nevermind, thank you.
Ang Moh: Can you give me your no?
Me: Ok. 90744653 (gave him the old no which i had not been using anymore)
Ang Moh: What is you name?
Me: Diana
Ang Moh: Diana? How old are you? 19?
Me: Yup. Im 19. (by right im only 18)
Ang Moh: Do you want my F1 pass?
Me: Nope, i dont. Thanks.
Ang Moh: Alright, i gave it to your friend (serena, since she want it so badly). Thank you.

Wow! What the heck? I really hate it to dealed with those drunken Ang Moh's. They were fucking digusted in my eyes! And, and also on Sunday afternoon, the moment i reached at my workplace, i went to the Ladies with Claire. I realized that there's this 1 guy kept looking at me before and after i went to the Ladies. Then, i happened to walked passed by his place again at night during my breaktime cos i wanna go to the Ladies once again with Sheeqeen. He called me up and asked me for my no. I didnt gave him cos i know that my bf will get mad at me. No offence, but he's so cute. He worked as a waiter at Hotel.

Came to a shocking part when we saw Taufik Batisah existing from our gate. He's hot! And plus, we saw Jean Dannker, Glenn Ong, Eunice Olsen and 1 of the Hollywood Actor!

P.S: i miss my suprvisor which is Yash!

Fcuk

2009-09-25T00:36:00.009+08:00

Yesterday, went out to met dyah as promised. Finally, after so long for not meeting her get to meet up with her, but wad a waste, Sarah were not be able to join us as she got to work. Pffttt!! She was late for about 15 - 20 mins, but im okey with that. Yeah, im cool. Hees. First stop, we proceed to ION and went into Rubi and Bersihka shop, roaming around ION and started to get bored. Up next, we proceed to Wisma Atria & Takashimaya to get some new stuff. But, wad a shamed. Those stuff that we want are either too revealing, too covered up or too cine type. They aren't either my type of taste at all. Wasted! Then we walked all the way form orchard till Marina Square and at the same time, we will have to suffered and deal with the hot sun! Wtf! As soon as we get into Msq, the very first thing we do was, get into L.J.S and grab some foods. Went into Rastafari shop after that, and having some though of buying some stuff there, but i canceled it at the very last minute. Chilling and camwhoring around Esplanade area and headed off home before 8.30. Bf is the one who gave me the curfew. pfft! But it turned out, i reached home at 9pm.

Maybe Tuesday gonna meet up with her again as she asked me to drink with her. *winks*

p.s: love you babe!

Hey you! Are those post in your tumblr are meant for me? Im wonderring. If it was meant for me, i guess we should meet up one day and trash those things out. Im sicked and tired of all those nonsense from you people. Can you just stop interfering peoples' relationship! God damn it! Its fucking sickening! Do you know that!

Fucking pissed off today about something! Gosh! He just cant stop with the same old thing that he wanna do towards me! Gosh... I really hate it alot! I really hope that he know how much i hatred i'm when he do those things towards me.. I wont elaborate more on matter. Cos it will only make my heart hurts more deeply. Im still having migraine right now thinking about today's incident even though i had took 9 pills of panadol. Oh god. It's sucked big time. My body feels so tired even though i did not do anything much today. I guess something is not right with my own body.

love hurts.

Tomorrow, i will be busy having my F1 stuff as a gate usher at Zone 1. Starting from 12pm till 12am. Oh god, gonna get my butts off for long hours! Hopefully i will be able to make it throughout the 3 days w/o any complaints. And hopefully there's no any cocky patrons came up to me to assist them, cos i cant be bothered with their so called 'cocky behaviour'.

Gonna be busy dudes, will be updating soon once F1 are over.

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-22T19:52:00.003+08:00

Finally, i get to update my blog after busy preparing and cleaning up the house for raye! Today is the 4th day of raye, and my family and i not planning to go any house for visiting.

So, here i'm updating my blog. (= There's nothing much to update actually. So, here we go. Well, so far throughout the 1st & 2nd day of raye, i managed to collect nearly $130+ from my aunt and uncle house. And on the first day, my dad gave me 50 bucks after i apologised from my parents for all my wrongdoings towards them throughout the year. (those $$ will have to saved for F1 on these coming fri till sun!) Then we proceed to grandparents house by car after that. Had an enjoyable & awesome day with all my cousins, uncles & aunties. We were busy camwhoring before we proceed with our separate ways.

Overall, those two days were really tiring and exhausted day for me. And oh yes, I have some pics of my family on the 1st day raye.

my family excluded 2nd & 3rd brother.

3rd bro, Ichali & Dee.

2nd day of raye

Eldest sis, Marliana & Ichali.

Yesterday, bf called me up but i didnt answered him call. And he text me saying that his mom wanna meet me up. Oh Gosh! Hopefully his mom are fun to talk with. Just pray & hoping for the best! (=

p.s: the rest of the pics will be uploaded in facebook once i've got it from my cousin.

Arguements

2009-09-18T02:13:00.005+08:00

Okey. This is totally sucked! I had some tiff with her eventhough that's not my intention to quarrel and had any arguement with her. This is bad. Becoming from bad to worst! Its not my intention to called u those names. I didnt mean it that way, and those way of your thinking are far too unimaginable. That is a part of your wise thinking. Im just trying to give you a friendly advice, but u took it as if i'll see u cheap! Oh gosh. Cant believe it that u are imagine those negative thinking.

And as for you:

You said that " aku nie bukan anjing kau nak tunggu2". Why when we just got to be together, you can wait for me no matter how long will i be, you will still be waiting for me. But not now anymore. Do your mind ever crossed, stop for a while and think, all this while who are the one being treated like a dog? Issit you or issit me? I sacrificed alot for you, do you ever noticed? Do you ever notice how i sacrificed my love towards you? Do you ever notice how worried am i when u are gone MIA till i asked your uncle and mummy to helped me out and handled the situation? Do you ever notice how hurt im when you hurt me deeply in my heart? Did you ever notice and realized all that? I guess, you did not notice or dont bother to even care all that. You told me that you were busy cleaning and painting the house right after you came back from capoeira? Did you tell me all that? Did you bother to txt or ans my calls when i called you? All you do was to put the blame on me eventhough you were at fault too. We've been together for almost 1 year, but yet, you still seems not to dont understand the way i think of you, what i want and trying to understand me.

Im left with speechlees. Hoping that you really really understand me one day and realized that i really love yo and my feeling for you are true.

150809

2009-09-16T17:29:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh.. Yesterday were freaking damn hot day.. Get out of the house at 3pm and meet up bf at woodlands.. Fetched bf up and proceed to Geylang to survey my Kerongsang for Kebaya for this year Raya. We walked and walked, but it seemed that some of the patterns were simply nonsense and sux. If its cheap nevermind, some of it can cost up to 65 to 70 bucks.. WTH. Then bf and i bought some foods for our breakfast. After breakfast, we roaming around the entire Bazaar, TKC and Joo Chiat Conmplex before heading back home. Send bf back home at around 8plus.

We didnt took any pics yesterday. Overall outing with you was fun & great. =D

my brother irritates me

2009-09-10T16:39:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh. Yesterday were really killing me.. Im really pissed off with my 3rd bro!! He irritates me while im sleeping! From 7plus in the morning till 11 plus.. Grr.. Did scolded him, but he still irritates me.. At last, im awake due to fed up.. Take care sia tu.. I will seek revenge while u sleep. *hehe (evil laugh)*. And oh yar.. I forgot.. Yesterday was his birthday.. Falls in 090909.. Happy 21st Belated Birthday to my brother..

give me a break

2009-09-09T01:18:00.007+08:00

Wee!! Finally, exams are over!!! Woooohooooo!!! Was like freaking damn tired for the past few days, busy revising BEV and POA module at late night..Exams are over.. It means that i can have my late night sleep and pampered myself with those tv, lappy, waking up late from my sleep and the most important part is, slacking around everyday.. Hari Raya is just round the corner.. Maybe by this week, im gonna help my mom's out in baking some biscuit.. And as usual, im gonna baked some cookies biscuit and Honey Cornflakes.. Yum! Yum! Gonna give it some to bf.. Hehe..Alright.. Enough about that..Now,im gonna blog about today's outing with classmates and bf..

Today was totally splendid!! Had a great time with my classmates and bf.. Breakfast with classmates at Marina Square as was planned last week.. We had Burger King for our breakfast.. Chilling at the Marina Steps and we camwhoring there.. After that, we go our seperate way.. Spend most of my time with bf as we didnt get to see each other for a quite long time.. Headed off home at 10.. Im done with blogging people! Off to bed now peeps!! Nite! -_-"

Bie.. I just want you to know that I REALLY LOVE YOU LOTS BUSUK!!! (=

frustrated

2009-09-04T18:25:00.007+08:00

Its had been a long time since i updated my blog.. Been busy with school stuff,bf and some bitches who just cant stop bugging my life! Well.. My exams are just round the corner, but here i am still not yet prepared to study for my BEV and POA.. Still thinking of enjoying and have fun with my life even though my exams on these coming mon and tue.. Gosh.. Not in a mood to revise my BEV and POA.. I will definitely going to flung my BEV paper.. Cos i dun even understand a single thing in BEV..

p.s: BEV sucked big time..

Apparently, bf is missing in action for the past four days.. We had a little arguements, instead of settled it the problem, bf choosed to MIA from me for 4 days.. I did try my very best to find you. I even go down to your house and town just to find you. Lucky you called me up yesterday and asked me to meet up with you. My dear, these is not the way to settle things. I really hope that the next time,u will not gonna MIA and do any stupid thing which can affect your body and brain. *hope you know wad i meant*. Luckily nothing happen to you, if not i will not gonna forgive Muji. f**k you!! I really missed you alot when u MIA from me for 4 days.. Every night, before i went to bed, i will looked at those pics of yours.. I really hope that you will realized how important you are in my life..

p.s: promise me that you wont MIA from me anymore will ya??

What a rotten luck today.. Someone wanna find fault with me.. Okey.. Anything goes.. I play along with your games aye.. Online in msn, and there's these pathetic someone who came up and chat with me.. She asked me question like are u still mad?? Well.. Why u really wanna know whether im still mad at you or not?? If its really not you who told him, y u bother to know so much whether im still mad at you or not?? Gosh.. U even dare to called me a bitch??!! wow!! *Kau dah lame nak hidop pe!!* Who are you to called me and my bf names bitch!! At least my bf is not like ur ex.. Such a jerk and coward!! I dont think i shall elaborate more on this lar.. Wasting my fucking time and energy to type all those things out.. If you are not happy with me and my bf, just call me up(since you got my no) and meet up with the both of us and confront us okey if you got the guts! And oh yah, bring along afiq as well.. (=

p.s: i will be waiting for your call.. (=

upset me again, that's it people!!

2009-08-28T00:52:00.006+08:00

Im feeling terribly down today.. Feeling damn sucks today!! Mother fucker! Fucked off BITCHES!!! I've lost hope in everything.. I mean everything including Studies, Love, Life, Relationship, everything that has got to do with me.. Can i just be gone form this world? Like forever i mean?? How i wish i could by not killing myself but in fact there's something happen to me like accident, illness or whatsoever.. Im giving up!! Settle it soon, or if not the both of you can just fucked off!

p.s: haywire.. soon im gonna become crazy!

2009-08-26T15:29:00.009+08:00

Lots & Lots to blog about..

Firstly, I wanna congratulate my closest crazy friend Lylie, for being able to move on with her life after all the miserable, shitness, sadness & madness that she had faced for the past few months.. Im happy to see her moving and its seems that she had forgetten about the past time that she had faced.. She seems happy now after she got to know a new guy recently.. Everyday, come to school, she will tell us her stories.. Everyday, different stories she will tell us.. And, and also, not to forget her non -stop crazy stupid joked! Haha... Lu rocks girlfriend!! U are alive now.. Doesnt mean without the both of them, u are completely dead! No use of patching up with one of them.. Cos they dont deserve u.. See the bright side of u.. U already had found a new guy, just continue and be happy with him.. (=

p.s: fuck you, fuck you very very much!!!

To you

He's already attached.. So please.. Do something with your blog.. Dont even blog about him or wrote anything about him under your 'i loved' column.. U even had the cheek to blog about us (he & me) and called me names?? Excuse me, who the hell are you to me?? Its tru that he choosed to be with me.. Anything wrong with that??? Dont you feel ashamed at all cos he got no feeling for you at all.. But where else u, keep on waiting for him hoping that he will make a come back to you? Like duh!! As long as he is still with me, there's no hope for you at all hoping that he will make a come back to you one day.. Advice to you is, MOVE ON! GET A LIFE BITCH!!

p.s: bitch without dignity!

To hubbie

Spending the day together with you on Monday was an unforgettable moments that i had.. Eventhough we spend our time for only a few hours, but i can sense that somehow we had spend our most quality time together for 1 day.. I think that im ready for everything.. Cant wait till the 3 years to come.. I really love you!

You upset me on Tuesday by accusing and assuming me on things which never in my mind ever thought of doing that.. I had change.. Im not like the last time Diana which you had been tolerating all the time with my nonsense.. I had change.. I got no time to do stupid thing and i got no time to contact other guys.. Have only you in my heart had been a great & terrific lifetime experience.. Cos like i said.. I only love you, not others..

p.s: i need you to trust me

boyfriend

2009-08-20T00:37:00.005+08:00

Alright.. Here im blogging again.. Gosh.. Got lots and lots to blogged about since it had been a long week i didnt update my blog..

August 19,2009

As i was waiting for bus no 27, there's this one ITE SIMEI guy approached to me and asked me for my no.. In my heart was like,wtf?? Want my no?? Haha.. Guys can be such a jerk at times.. He even declared that his friend want ur no.. In my heart was like wtf! Ur friend or u sia who wants my no?? In the end,i did gave him.. But i gave him my bf no instead of my no.. Haha!! Then bf told me that he received 7 msggs from that guy and received alot of calls form different no.. Bf were freaking pissed off!! Haha..

p.s: guys can be such a jerk!!

Last minutes plan.. Meet him up at CityHall to accompany his friend to settled his (friend) stuff.. At first,i did told him that i wanna tagged along since he offered me.. My mind start to changed the moment i reached my house area.. I was freaking damn tired today due to meeting up with him for the past few days since Saturday 15 August 2009.. Called him up and told him that i changed my mind by not following them, the two of u just go ahead.. He was upset with me when i told him that i wont be tagging him along.. Come to think of it,i shall just followed them since he had already sacrifices his school and capoeira by not attending to his lessons.. So we finally meet up.. Didnt expected that it turned out to be an arguement between us.. Like duh!! He kept asking me whats wrong with u.. And my answer was,nothig.. nothing.. But by right there's something is wrong with me.. Just that i didnt tell u about it.. Im absolutely not satisfied with u! U leave me just like that and dont seemed to be care/bother me at all??!! U prioritized ur friends rather than me?? What kind of a BF are u!! U even have the cheeks to break our promises?? Wow!! Isnt that wonderful?? And another thing is, u have the guts to leave me just like that by continuing drinking with ur friends while im on my way to the MRT Station all by myself??? Wow!! Terriffic sia!! So now, i realized that u put ur friends first instead of me.. Alright! I understand, and im fine with it too.. And the very last part was,what worst is.. He didnt even call or msg me to wish me our 11 months anniversary!! Wtf sia!!I was wondering,is the 11 months anniversary really mean anything to him and important to him or is he just didnt seems to bothered at all?? Hmm.. Strange.. Maybe he is too busy with either with his family,friends or his stuff lar.. Till didnt giv me any call or msg.. Wth sia..

Bf pierced again.. Nice piercing love.. Add in more piercing aye!!

p.s: fucking sucky day!!

August 17 & 18, 2009

Meeting him at woodlands when my school lesson had ended.. We met at the normal port to have some privacy talked and after that we proceed to Woodlands Library to do my CMS project,while bf studying for his exams and helping me with my CMS project.. Alah, he helped me and study for a while only, then felt asleep.. Wth.. We had our late dinner at MacDonlad.. And back home.. (:

p.s: meeting u will always be the best solution to kill my boring time (:

On the 18th August, bf borrowed me his ZEN Creative.. He is willing to sacrifices his MP4 just for me to let me hear songs while im on my way to school. Thanks bf!! My hp earpiece spoiled lar bie.. Once i got cash, i will buy my hp earpiece and let u have ur MP4 back.. Kay dear?? But it took a lot of months lar for me to return it to u back.. Sorry bie.. And thank u once more my love!!

p.s: thank u bf!! u are the greatest bf that i have ever had!!

August 16,2009

Accompany bf cut his hair at Admiralty area.. Then off to Woodlands Library to do my POA assignments with bf accompanied.. Had our late dinner at LJS.. Proceed back home at 9 plus.. (:

p.s: pics will be upload once it is ready..

August 15, 2009

Briefing for F1 at Suntec City Gallery East.. Walauwei!! Damn boring sia the briefing!!! Briefing on the precaustions, attire, bag kit and etc.. Wth sia.. After briefing, we went to our various zone for our on site walk.. Walked so freaking far sia!! From no muscles on the leg, can have a bit of muscles sia found.. Like duh.. Nonsense sia!! After briefing, bf fetching me up at Suntec.. We chilled and had our late lunch at Marina Square, foodcourt, Damn hungry sia!! One whole day didnt ate anything!! Stupid F1 briefing!! Didnt gave us any food.. Only gave us mineral water.. Like duh!! Had our dinner already, then proceed to Raffles City to meet up with Muji.. Then proceed back to Esplanade and w chilled there.. We drink, we laugh, we smoke, we crack jokes!! We are fun people!! Haha.. !! Drink till we drop!! Wtf sia!! Last warning!! Back home at 10 plus nearly 11.. And reached home at 12 plus.. We had a great & wonderful day,time,places and activities that we had done!! (:

p.s: pics will be upload once it has been edited! (:

A 17 yr old despo guy

2009-08-14T22:53:00.001+08:00

I will be having F1 Briefing tomorrow at Suntec City Gallery East.. Meeting hubbie first,and off to CityHall.. Maybe will be meeting a bunch of friends at CityHall Mrt station.. Or if not,i will just go ahead hubbie.

Despo people:

Like duh!! Im stalking ur life?? U so sure?? Now,let me repeat this again,right now i dont even care about ur fucking life anymore.. We are not even attach yet,so wad for i wanna stalk ur life?? Am i right?? Maybe sometimes i chat with someone and asking bout u.. But that doesnt mean that im stalking ur life.. Bout the message that i send it to u,that was the past.. I dont really looking forward to ur reply,seriously.. Cos i know deep down u wanna avoid from me.. So now,u,urself confessed that im a fling to u right?? Let me tell u this kay.. Im glad that im smarter and wisely choose about my life partner.. And its proven that i choose the right choice.. At least,he didnt fling around with girl.. Unlike u.. Love to fling around with those girls when u dont even have a gf yet.. U make them as if like they are ur so called 'sparetyre'.. I criticizemaking assumption with all the girls that u dates?? Yes.. Its tru that i did criticize and making assumption of those girls that u've been dating.. But i still remember clearly in my mind that some of the criticize and assumption that i've said,u agreed to some of the sentences that ive said.. So hell yeah.. No offence.. Lucky i choose him instead of choosing u.. If i were to choose u,then i had make a biggest mistake and regret in my entire life.. Let me ask u this.. Is this how u like a girl if u cant be patient with her situation?? And left her just like that and be with someone else?? Like duh!! No wonder u have not get a gf yet.. Cos all the girls afraid of wan and na having an affair and be seriously in u.. Correction,if im a fling,then i guess you are wrong.. Cos im still with my bf,not with other guys.. Cos deep down,i know who is the one and meant for me.. To my friends who suggested me on breaking up with my bf,then u guys totally had made the wrong choice.. Lucky i didnt followed to wad u guys said,instead i followed with my heart.. Isnt it right that u look like a despo for a having a girl?? Duh!!

p.s: Siape yg tembak,kene diri dier sendiri..

One,Two,Three

2009-08-13T17:50:00.003+08:00

There's 3 things i wanna blog today..

Firstly,yesterday,had a quarelled and arguements with him again due to some stupid misunderstanding due to bringing up about the past stories related to the both of us.. Im not sure who is the one who started the arguements first.. From what i know,im not the one who started the arguements first,its u are the one who kept on talking about Fai Rolfes,and u did mention about F name first.. Bcos of that,we ended up quarelled till 1plus in the morning.. And bcos of that,today,im late for school.. School starts at 9am,but im awake at 7.30am,all bcos of my phone ringing.. All thanks to lylie for messaging me in the morning,if not,i will definetely will be late for school or will be attending to school today.. The moment reached school,when for CMS lesson.. But it is just a waste of time.. Cos the moment i stepped into the classroom,lylie asked me to go off and had our breakfast at Cafe1.. I agreed to her idea and we when off for breakfast.. Saw fir and his friends at Cafe1,then lylie go to him and asked fir to open up my Pokka Peach Bottle while they chatted.. Fir offered us to sit with them,lylie agree to it,while i disagree with fir's suggestion.. Then at last,we decided to sit with them.. Had my Fish Soup while lylie had Chicken Rice for her breakfast.. Finished eating,and off for smoking.. Thanks fir for the ciggi.. Aftr that when back to class for getting ready for role-play with our group.. Today's lesson supposingsly ended at 5pm,but i decided to cabot the last 2 hour lesson bcos of the way Mr Eric teach were damn boring.. Lishah and Idham also agree to it.. So,the 3 of us cabot together and headed off home.. Haiz.. Im so sicked and bored with school.. Feel like quitting school cos i have lost my interest in studies.. Now,enough of school matters..

Secondly,right now,im wondering.. There's alot of things which kept playing in my mind.. And also i have been thinking about the problem that u and me had faced.. Haiz.. Im really dunnoe what i should do with you.. I totally gave up.. Ur post.. Who e hecked is E?? Y never include full name?? I assumed that,that person is a girl.. Cos when come to think of it,if he's a guy y u never include his full name eh instead u type F?? Haha.. Funny lar sey.. Shall not bothered u lar.. Do what u want as long as u happy with it kay..

Thirdly,i cant wait for the biggest upcoming event to happen here in Singapore which is the last two weeks of September.. The biggest event which i refering to is none other than The F1 Formula Night Race!! Oh gosh!! Really cant wait for that!! Will be busy throughout the 3days.. This Saturday,my mates and i will have to go down to Suntec City Gallery East at 2pm for the F1 briefing.. Shall looking forward to it!! After that,gonna chill out with either my friends or my bf.. But mostly,gonna chill and maybe drinking with bf and also,maybe i will be asking lylie to tagged along with the person that she will gonna meet up(insertname) to watch fireworks together.. Im done with blogging.. Now i wanna do my own stuff.. That's all folks!!

Outing with hubbie's friends

2009-08-10T17:46:00.004+08:00

When out with hubbie yesterday to celebrate National Day.. We had a little misunderstanding at first about the meeting places,but we managed to solved it at last.. Saw bie's friends at Khatib MRT Station.. We took the same train with them.. Off to Raffles Place, and chilled with hubbie friends.. His friends were fucking alot yesterday.. A totaled of 15 peoples were there including us.. Its was fun,chaotic,crazy, madness,awesome and unforgettable day for me.. Too many things were done yesterday.. We drank & smoked alot, took alot of pictures, walked fucking long distance and we crack a joke.. Haha..The funny part was, when we wanna took a picture,hubbie invited 3 indian guys to take a photo with all of us.. And one of them were sitiing on bie's lap.. Like wtf sia.. Haha.. But it was indeed fun lar.. As the phrases goes 'Regardless of Race, Language or Religion'.. Thats y we took the picture with these 3 indian guys.. Hehe.. After the National Day celebration had ended, all of us proceed to Plaza Singapura.. Chilled near Plaza Sing.. Then,they decided to changed their planned again, and next stop, we chilled near Istana area there.. At 1030, headed off home.. Cos im too tired to extend the time to chilled out with them.. Overall, the day was fucking great..!! Next time, we chill again with them kay, hubbie??

p.s: photos will be upload here once i get the pics from arief, our camera-man..
more photos, pls check it out on my facebook..

2009-08-06T15:33:00.008+08:00

Im too lazy to go for BEV lesson today.. Oh gosh.. Decided not to go for that lesson instead im going for the second lesson which is CMS.. Today was a terrible,hectic and targic day for me and lylie..

p.s: i have lost interest in my studies..

I miss you..

2009-08-05T21:05:00.005+08:00

Alright.. Here i am blogging again about what had happened today.. Well.. Mostly,nothing much happened lar today.. Im just freaking tired and feeling fucking targic today.. Today,im going school with lylie.. We had breakfast at boogey loogie loogie(LJS)..(The names were given by the both of us..) Thought our CMS lesson starts at 10am,but the real timing was at 11am.. Paiseh uh.. It was lylie's idea of having our breakfast at LJS.. Had our Chicken Texas for breakfast and off to school.. First thing first the moment we reached school was smoking.. As we walked,we saw that guy(inside the bus).. Told lylie bout it,and said 'alamak.. maruah down 0% sia nie.. haha..' Off to our CMS lessons at lecture then.. Oh gosh!! Im freaking bored with school!! How i wish my course graduate this year.. Damn.. Must wait till 2011 then i graduted?? Fucking long sia!! Taking care sia nie!! Alright2.. Enough of school matters! Now,i wanna blog about my hubbie.. Aww.. Sad sia.. Today didnt get to meet bf up cos he got capoeira.. And maybe tomorrow didnt get the chance to meet him up also due to my lesson ended at 5pm.. Oh gosh.. Im really gonna miss him badly.. Hopefully that on fri,he didnt go for school.. So that i can spend quality time with my bf.. Chatted with him just now around 2plus.. But its was too fast for me to end the conversation with him.. Im really sorry bie.. U noe ryte that im using lylie's lappy to chat with u when she's not with me just now in the library.. All because of the internet connection uh! Bodoh nye skola! Wireless cock up that abis2! Binget siak aku!! Bie.. U noe wha.. I still remembered every words and sentences that came out from ur mouth.. I cant wait for that to happen in 3yrs time.. I really hope that u will keep all ur promises towards me.. U even said that u wanna engaged with me in 3yrs time before u went for NS.. I will engaged with u dear.. Dun worry to much aites dear.. ILY sooo much syg!!

2009-08-03T19:28:00.026+08:00

Alright dudes.. Its been so long ever since i update my blog.. Getting rusty already sia my blog.. Oh gosh,got lots and lots to post about.. This part,taking care siol.. Alright.. Here the story begins..

July 30,2009

Wow guys! Its had been an awesome and splendid celebration for our CA birthday,which is none other than Mr Hari. He seemed to be confused at first and not knowing what the heck is going on down here. Thanks to Lawrence for doing an awesome magic trick.Those two cakes were really small,but dont just judge the book by its cover people. Eventhough the cakes were really small,the taste of the cakes were marvellous and delicious! Pity on those who didnt get to eat those cake. (next year should order 2kg,so that it will be fair for all of us.. Alright people?) Thanks to our supportive and sporting classmates and teachers for making this birthday celebration happening! And last but not least,to our CMS teacher,thank you Mr Singh for chipping in some money to buy those snacks and drinks,and also for giving us the idea of buying those magic candles. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR HARI!!

p.s: Feel free to see those pics in facebook.. Lazy to upload here..

Aug 1,2009

Planning with hubbie already on weekdays that we will be going out on the Saturday. So we did went out together and as promised that we will be spending most of our precious time together w/o any disturbance.. Our planning was to go Henderson Waves,but i changed my bloody mind going to town instead of Henderson Waves. Hubbie disagreed at first,but when i slow talk with him,he finally agreed with me.. Im fetching hubbie up at Woodlands under his block at 2pm as promised. But im the one who ended late.. Reached his place at 2.45pm.. Lucky hubbie didnt mad at me.. (gosh.. im relief.. be thankful to god cos u get such a thoughtful,kind & rajin wife! Heehee!) Proceed to CityHall and chill there.. As we chilled,what a concidential.. We bumped into hubbie's cuz, Ardel & his gf at Merlion.. Then we followed them for a while to Starbucks,cos Ardel friends meeting him up at there.. Then hubbie & me off to other places & spend our time together.. My mobile suddenly rang.. Its lylie.. (Sibok uh dier!! Heehee!) She asked me where am i,and both she & fir asked me to chilled with them.. I told lylie where i am,and told her that alright,i will bring my bf chilled with u guys.. Told hubbie about it that lylie and fir asked us to chilled with them.. Hubbie was angry at first cos he lazy to walked such a long distance.. (so lazy-bump!!) Then i show him my sulking face.. At last he followed my way.. (Thanks eh bie! I really love u lar! Cos u really understand what i want) Chilled with them at the outdoor mini stage.. Took alots of pics with them.. Last warning.. People down there,their motive was to watch the NDP Preview,where else me and hubbie romance2.. Then lylie,fir and me making alot of noises.. Haha.. Last warning siol! Nasib baik tak kene halau.. Those fireworks was fucking awesome! I was touched by hubbie when he confessed alot of things toward me.. Aww dear,i really2 love u lar!! God dammit! Send hubbie off at woodlands and off back to home sweet home.. Thanks lylie & fir! And not to forget,thanks to my Preciously Mine too! <3

p.s: dont drink too much!! i pijak2 u aru tau!! kasi u mati!! hehe..

p.s: i will upload more pic at facebook.

Aug 3,2009

Woke up damn early in the morning cos i already promise lylie that i will be accompany her to Polyclinic. Supposingly,meet her up at 8, Tampines Interchange.. But txt her yesterday at 1plus and told her to extend the time till 8.30am.,due to sleeping late.. Cos i noe i cant wake up.. So,meet her up at Tampines opp Tampines Library.. What the fuck sia!! Im fucking pissed at the polyclinic! The service damn slow sia! We reached there at around 8.45am,and settle everything only at 11 plus nearly 12pm..! Imagined uh.. How long have we been in the Polyclinic?? Grr.. Now,the both of us freaking hungry.. Lylie were fasting at first,but she decided to batalkan puase dier just to accompany me eat.. Hehe.. Kite jiwe babe!! Went off to Boogey Kookie Kookie(KFC) to have our lunch. Done with that part.. Came to the next part.. Hubbie called me up and ask me whether today meeting up or not.. Told him that we will be meeting.. Cant wait to meet my baby up at woodlands.. Meet him up just now.. Chat and chilled with him at the normal port.. Off home at 5plus.. Bie.. Im starting to miss u already.. Meeting you will never get bored!

p.s: macam nak pijak2 u je kasi mati.. hiyakdish! hehe (:

who the heck are you??

2009-07-30T15:11:00.003+08:00

July 28,2009

Meeting you at Woodlands near ur house area with my sulking face e moment i saw you. Its not my intention of showing you my sulking face. I did that because of some reason. Get really pissed off the moment i checked ur hotmail. Whose the heck is TEUKU ASYUHRYANA ADTIQAFRYLLD???!!!!! Omg!! Another issued just started!! Im fucking pissed off!! Cant you people just leave us??!! Im fucking sicked and tired do you get it??!! Because of you,i had a big quarelled with him! You guys must be happy ryte seeing us quarrelling??!! And to you,you told me that u had forgiven me? If u really had forgiven me,then u shouldnt had bringing up the matter again. Its showed that u had not forgiven me. On that day when we quarrelled,im sorry if im leaving you just like that w/o ur permission. But,you were the one who left me just like that,not me. Im confused with the situation that im in.. Haiz.. I got nothing else to say.. Since u said that u thought TEUKU was ur friend,i trust u then..

meeting you everyday will never get bored

2009-07-28T13:13:00.006+08:00

28th July 2009

Today meeting my hubby at woodlands.. wee..!! Cant wait to meet my hubbie!!! Heehee!! Let's just wait and see what will happen when we meet up.

27th July 2009

Meeting hubby at Tampines Interchange,cos hubby wanna fetched me from school.. Happy when get to know that hubby gonna fethced me up!! Wee!! Then we had our dinner at Qiji Tampines Century,both of us ate Nasi Lemak. Hehe.. (sibuk je!! hiakk dush!!). Chilling at Tamp with Lylie,Shikin and hubby. Off home at 9 plus. Thanks bie for sending me home.. We had fun right??!! Hehe.. Underground nye!!(shhh.. only me and u know! Hehe!) At night calling bie up,and chat with him.. Last warning sia bie! What a suprise sia! The word 'bombastick' same out from hubbie's mouth!! Haha!! wth??!! Chatting with him quite long.. Then we chatted about that fucking FAZ!! Cibai sia prangai!!

p.s: i really love you so muchhh!!

25 th July 2009

Oh gosh!! Damn freaking bored stay at home all day!! Supposingly,meeting hubbie today.. Cos he asked me to accompany him go his uncle(Pak Su) house,then after that go gig which were held at Republic Poly. But then,all planned was cancelled last minute for some reason. Haiz.. Im okey with that. At 2 plus,called him up,and asked him whether he wanna watch the gig or not,but his answer was 'i'm not sure. later i called you back'. I was hoping that he will call me back and asking me to tag him along to watch the gig,but then,its a foolish part of me for hoping. Not even one missed called were found in my phone. You did gave me alot of missed called,but it was at night. You only gave me missed call at night?? What did you do all afternoon?? Nevermind.. I understand.. Maybe you were busy. There's some reasons why i didnt gave you a call back. One of the reason was,i were really mad at you..

26th July 2009

You make me really pissed off today. Eventhough you didnt accused me that you were blaming me,but deep down i noe that you blame me. Maybe i was wrong about that,but my instinct told me that you were blaming me for not going the gig. Haiz.. You left me speechless.. Do you know that??

wow!! awesome day!!!

2009-07-23T12:09:00.011+08:00

19 July 2009

Meeting my hubbie at woodlands and off to Harbour Front. Our planning was to celebrate our 10 months anniversary. Took bus from woodlands intrchange. Walauwei! The journey was freaking far!! Hugging him tighly and felt asleep. He wake me up,and he said 'b.. takmu tido,talk2 wif hubbie.' So,i did accompany him troughout the journey. He told me that he feels like vomitting. Oh gosh! Im worried!! Told him to rest. Reached at 4 plus,and first thing first,we grab our late lunch at Harbour Front foodcourt! I oder Chicken Rice Sweet & Sour,and he odered the same thing as me,and we drank soyabean. (Hehe! Last warning siol!) Then off to Vivo to buy my notebook casing at challenger. Proceed to Henderson Waves at 7plus. Last warning siol! We alight at the wrong stop. We walked 2.6km from the stop till we reached Henderson Waves. (Penat siol! Bie dah pancit! Hehe!)At 8plus,we walked off from there,and sent hubbie till woodlands. Overall,we did enjoyed ourself!

20 July 2009

On every 20th of the month,is a very special day for me. Its our anniversary baby!!! Go school as per normal,and end lessons at 3pm. Called my hubbie up and told him that i wanna meet him. He's okey wif that. So,meet him at woodlands and proceed to the normal port,and start chatting and chilling wif him. Off home at 6pus.

p.s: Happy 10th Months Anniversary Hubbie!!!

21 July 2009

Meet my hubbie again!! But this time round,he fetched me from school!! Woohoo! Im sooo fucking happy bout it!!! Then off to CityHall coz hubbie wanna meet his friends,muji. We grabbed our late lunch at Marina Square. We ate Nasi Lemak and drank sugarcane and f&n cherry. Muji came,and we got alot of things to chat about. (Puki uh faz!! Jgn nak feeling2 hot-stuff kat sini!!) Then we proceed to Suntec and strolling at there. At 6plus,told hubbie that i wanna go off already. He and muji accompanied me till MRT Station. Back to home sweet home. (:

p.s: Im exhausted!! ):

22 July 2009

Meeting again my baby!! Chilling at his house. He gave me a chocolate,Ralph Lauren and cola shirt for our 10th Months Anniversary!! Thank you bie!! I will appreciate and treasure e things which you had bought for me. Off home at 4plus,while hubbie going for his capoeira! (:

im tired with this shit

2009-07-17T18:50:00.011+08:00

Oh gosh.. Damn tired yesterday.. Starts school at 9 and what the f**k!! First lesson was BEV. Damn bored sia Mr Eric teach. Going school with lishah and sheeqeen as per normal,then saw idham. So,he took the same bus with us.. E four of us walked together. Otw to class,lishah and sheeqeen wanted to buy a drink,so we stopped for a while and me and idham waited for them. While waiting,saw noi and hidayah. E 6 of us walked together. The first thing stepped into the class was,everybody take out their notebook and start surfing the net. (perangai sia. cikgu berbual smue tak layan. haha! random!) Then chat with hubbie,but there were no replies. So,i decided to offline. During lunch time,chilling at SAC. Surf the net and read someone blog. Omg! I was fucking pissed off with her. She's blogging about my bf! And i cannot accept it that she love him! She even type in her tagboard saying that 'the only person that i love is black'. Wtf sia! I told my hubbie in msn,and we ended up had a big quarrel over stupid matter. At 3,during BEV lesson,everybody were bust surfing the net. Mr Eric teach,but no one bother to hear. Chat with crazy classmates of mine and my hubbie! Chatting with classmates was fucking random sia! Haha! Korng gerek! Chat with hubbie,and were we still quarrling. Haiz. End school at 5,and meet Shakinah up at Tampines Interchange(long time never meet). Have a chat with her while smoking,and talked bout our lives and so on at Tamp 1 open space. Reached home at 7.30 as i promise my hubbie that i will be back home before 6.30. (im sorry hubbie cos i didnt reached home before 6.30).

As per normal,called hubbie up the moment i reached home. Chat with him for a while as i need to washed up and get my stuff done first before had a long chat with him. At 8 plus,i txt my hubbie up saying 'bie.. im so stressed up right now. skrng mataer dah bnyk problems,kalau dah kahwin macam maner? when can we live happily and peacefully w/o any disturbance frm ppl? i tak tau lar bie'. (haiz. i txt like that because i were feeling damn pissed off and down) After prison break,called hubbie up again,we were still quarrling. Called him again at 12 plus,his area atmosphere was fucking quiet. Oh gosh,im worried about his safety. Asked him where he is,and he told me that he's under the block. Chat with him bout the problems,but it came worst due to my behaviour. Told hubbie that i will be calling him again,and make sure that when i call you,u were already at home. So i did called him at 1plus. He's already at home. Im relief!! Chat with him,then off to bed. The situation was kinda sucked!! haiz!!

P.S: i trust you and i will not gonna let anybody to have you! i swear to god!

To her or anyone who may be concerned:

cant you people just understand that he's already attached with me. stopped bothering our live and our relationship! stopped trying to break my relationship with him! cos we love each other! cant you gals move on with ur life and find someone new rather then trying to break someone's relationship? get a life gals! cos i aint gonna leave him! im sicked and tired with it! this is not the first time it happened,this is the second time! so please! Leave the both of us alone!!

19 July 2009

Cant wait to meet my hubbie. Gonna celebrate our anniversary in advance! Gonna be 10 months on the 20th!! ily baby!!

quarrel with hubbie

2009-07-16T09:40:00.007+08:00

Yesterday called my hubbie up in the morning and asked him whether wanna meet ke tak. He said anything is fine with him. Asked him wad time he end his school,he said at 3pm. Aites then i told him,meet you at woodland. Went to school library with Lylie,Sheeqeen,Lishah and Hilimi. Lylie and me as usual surf the net,Lishah configuring her wireless,Sheeqeen chilling and Hilmi sleeping. Chat with hubbie,and told him that i can't meet him as my stomach were fucking cramped. Hubbie were pissed off with me. So we ended up had a common quarrel. So,met him at woodland and ended up we were back to the normal term. Proceed to the normal place,and he taught me on how to play warcraft (my eyes were sleepy. So,i didnt concentrate that much). (Step aner nye pro je hubbie,but he is one of the pro's uh. Hehe) At 6.30 headed off to woodland interchange. Hubbie send me till woodland interchange and off home. Called hubbie up the moment i reached home to let him know that im safely home. At night called him up again and chat with him. Chat nonesense stuff with him. Sorry uh dude!! He said 'Busuk! Busuk! Busuk!'. Then he asked me for a gud nite msg,and i told him to 'cium buntut i dulu'. Hehe!

p.s: ily more Black De Apocalypto!!

(webcam with idham. padahal same dalam class sia!! haha!)

get my poa result test. i managed to get 33/37. but its an open book uh. wtf.

Irritating Matreps bwh blok!

2009-07-15T12:07:00.006+08:00

Yesterday met hubbie at woodland. Waiting for him at the usual meeting place. Got these 2 fucking irritating matreps sitting opposite next to the block which i sat. Fucking irritating sia! Wad do you expect from matreps nye prangai? Kacau2 uh. Irritating sia! Kacau2 orang! I felt so irritated,called my hubbie up and asked him where is him and asked him cepat dtg! He said that he's otw. He asked me why,and i told him bout the two matreps. He asked me to shift to another block,but i insisted to seat at the same block cos im too tired to walk. The moment he reached to e meeting place,hubbie shouted (***********). Honestly,i was shocked when he shouted. Then out of sudden,he said 'b.. nak kiss'? So i did gave him a kiss on his lip. Proceed to another place and start to surf the net. Bie kononye wanna show me his skills in editting picture uh,but then the picnik website fucking lagging uh! (Too bad honey). Chat with hubbie till 6plus,then told hubbie that i wanted to go off alredy as i got to do my school stuff. Hubbie send me till traffic light,then walk towards Causeway Point and took 161 from there. Reached home and called hubbie up to let him know that im safely back home. (=

look girls

if anyone intend to have or be with him,

pass through me first k!

if not,just fucked off from our relationship aye!

p.s: I Love Black De Apocalypto

Love

2009-07-13T19:15:00.008+08:00

11 July 09

Meeting my lover at woodland. Cos he asked me to help him cut his hair. So i did. Wait for him till 4 plus under his void-deck while he get changed. As usual. Fucking pissed off cos he make me wait. Duh!! Called him up,and he told me gave him another 5 mins. Wait and wait and wait. Look at the time,its already more than 5 mins. Called him up again and he didnt ans my call. Alright. Then i heard his voice. Finally,he appeared. Fucking nice his wearing. No wonder uh he took a very long time to get ready. Last warning eh bie. Hee. Told hubbie that i wanted to meet lylie for a while since she at Woodlands Library cos she's doing her CIP thing. Called her up,then met her. Chat with her for a while,then off to town. We went to Orchard,cos i wanna find skate shoe. My mom only gave me 50 bucks!(Ma,how to buy skate shoe sey when u only gave me 50 bucks?) Add wif my 20 bucks,total i have 70 bucks only. Grr. Ok. Walk and walk and walk,then i saw someone which i dont wish to see. Guess wad people! Its that fucking slut and she's with 1 guy. Errmmm. Not too sure whether that guy is her bf or friend uh. Who cares anyway. But i was fucking fucked up the moment i saw her! This part i do care! Feels like going towards her and confront her,but she escaped from me and my hubbie instead by pulling the guy hand and walk far away from us. She was lucky enough uh. And that fucking guy,last warning sia! U dun have to give me that fucking look and stared. Cibai sia! Told my hubbie about it,and hubbie also fucking pissed off. (Bie,u should noe what to do). Then off to Peninsula to find skate shoe since fir told me that there can get more cheaper compared to town. When there,but still no different sia. Cos my budget only 70 bucks. Pathetic sia. Alright. Gave up with my skate shoe,then headed off to Bugis to accompany my hubbie and have our dinner at there. Hubbie gave me a treat! Thank you bie! (: Then hubbie asked me to send him home,so i did send him home till woodland then off to sengkang. Reached sengkang at 10.45. I was stucked at the busstop e moment i get off from the bus. It was raining. Damn it! And i didnt bring any umbrella with me. Text my mom up,and told her that i will be home late. Cos im stucked at the busstop. She told my dad about it,and my dad fetch me up. Thank you daddy!

12 July 09

Going out with hubbie again. Cos i asked him to accompany me go Tampines. So he did accompany me.Supposingly meet at 3pm,as usual. He was late again. Haiz. Called him up and he said that he reaching soon. Wolrite2. He fetched me up at 3plus. Then off to Tampines. First stop,we went to Tampines Mall. Went into PUMA shop,thought himli was there. But there's no sigh of him. Grr. Then off to Century Square, Miz 29 shop. Alot of skate shoe there,but most of it were guys shoes. Grr. Last warning siol! Then told bie that im hungry. So we headed off to Food Culture and had our late lunch there. Hubbie having Nasi Pattaya and Coke drink while im having my Tom-Yum Seafood Noodle and Barley drink. Yummy! Had our lunch taken,then off to Tamp 1. Find for my sis LaSplash mineral foundation at SaSa. Grab that stuff and continue to find my shoe. Fucking long and waste of time sia just bcos of 1 pair of shoe. Pathetic sia! Hubbie already give up on me with the shoe that i wanted. Sorry bie. So went into TOPSHOP. Saw this black shoe. Thought of grabbing it,but i told bie that the shoe not nice. So went out from TOPSHOP and continue looking for the perfect shoe. Both gave up. At last,i grabbed that TOPSHOP shoe. Wtf! It cos 39 bucks and damn fucking plain and not nice sia! Walauwei! I regret. buying that shoe. Grr. Lucky sheila borrowed me her membership card. I get a 10% discount. So the shoe cos 35.90 bucks. Grr. Told bie that i wanted to send him home,but he told me that he want to send me home instead. Im fine with that. Then bie's dad called him up and asked him go town. So,i told bie that i will be sending him till Compass Point since i also wanna go there. Back to home sweet home after that! (: Overall result for both day was awesome!

Black De Apocalypto (=

killing our fucking boring time

2009-07-10T18:38:00.012+08:00

This pic was taken on thursay if im not wrong. Fucking boring. Cos we are having our 2nd break. So,we chilled at our usual place SAC ( Student Activity Centre) and took picture wif lylie baby and shikin using lylie's camera with fish-eye lens. (:

Webcam with lylie baby at school library while waiting for my hubbie finish his school. We had fun with our webcam eventhough we were sitting next to each other. Crazy fellow! While Idham were all stressed up with his wireless. Poor thing. But at last his wireless managed to get connected. Hehe. Then off to meet my hubbie at woodland. Reached there at 4.30pm. He was totally damn late. He reach at 5plus. Im freaking pissed off with him. But at last,we had an awesome time. Right baby? Hehe. N I have made a promise with him. And i will keep that promise. Ily my dear!

Saturday, 11 July 2009

Which is tomorrow! I cant wait to go out with my one and only hubbie! He will be accompany me to find skate shoe as my school shoe. Woohoo!! Maybe we should go penin first then head off to somerset. And at night maybe watching Night Festival. But not too sure at where. It had been a long time since we never go out and spend our time together my dear. I will make sure that tomorrow the both of us spend time together w/o any disturbance. Ily to the core baby!

Loves Quotes and Meaning Of Love

2009-07-05T19:00:00.006+08:00

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand.
So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground

Love is like an eternal flame,
Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time.

Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.

Love is a moment that lasts forever...

You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love.

If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with me
I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet.

Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name.
Living life without you just wouldnt be the same

If you love someone more than anything,
Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden.

When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you...
when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you...
When i hold you i was afraid to love you
Now that i love you im afraid to lose you.

Telling someone you love them comes from the heart
The place that made you love them from the start.

True love never leaves the heart, so if you dont love me now, you didnt love me then.

It is impossible to fall out of love, love is such a powerful emotion,
That once it envelops you, it does not depart.

True love is eternal.
If you think you were once in love but fell out of it, than it wasent love you were in

I ran up the door,shut the stairs,put on my pj's and said my prayers.
I hopped onto the bed and turnde off the light, all because you kissed me goodnight.

No Boy Is Worth Fightig For, And If You Have To Fight To Get Him,
Than You're Better Off Without Him.

The Hardest Thing In Life Isn't Finding The One You Luv,
Its Making The One You Luv...Luv you Back.

A Cute Guy Can Open Up My Eyes, A Smart Guy Can Open Up My Mind,
But Only A Sweet Guy Can Open My Heart.

I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine,
I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind,
I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New..
I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You

I don't know weather to smile cause you're happier with her or cry cause you're not mine.

Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other,
B ut then every morning I wake up and realize
I love you more then the day before.

I want to be happy because he's happy
But how can I be happy knowing im not the one making him smile.

Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my skin apart, But nothing hurts me more than you,
Because you broke my heart.

It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.

Love is friendship, friendship is love.
If love fails, friendship should remain.
For friendship is the foundation of love.

Let your heart guide you...but listen closely because it whispers.

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,
You make me laugh at the unfunniest things,
But most of all, you make me love you...
When I shouldn't be loving you.

You will know when you really love someone
When you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.

Don't be too good i will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too sweet, I might fall.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

And all for love, and nothing for reward.

A complete need should not exist...love, life in common with loved ones?

what we love intensely or for a long time we are likely to bring within the citadel,and to assert as part of oneself.

A girl without freckles is like a night without stars.

A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.

A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts.

A kiss makes the heart young again and wipes out the years.

A kiss is the renunciation of the heart when one is no longer alone.

A lawful kiss is never worth a stolen one.

A lover fears all that he believes.

A lover without indescretion is no lover at all.

A man is not where he lives, but where he loves.

A meeting between two people who is complete one another,who are made foreach other, borders already,in my opinion, on a miracle.

A part of us remains where ever we have been.

A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and metogether forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never inheart.

A pity beyond all telling
Is hid in the heart of love.

Problems had solved & was touched by Bf.

2009-06-30T18:22:00.007+08:00

Yesterday woke up early in the morning juz to go down to WingTai Industrial Cente for a walk-in interview which were posted for Retail Associates under UNI QLO. Doing my make - up,then bf called me up and told me that he need to be in school by 12pm. I told him that i will make it quick for my interview. The interview is for yesterday and today from 9am-1pm and 1pm-5pm. Reached WingTai at 9.00am sharped(kiasu siol aku). Then there these Malay Guy gave me a job application form. He is one of the people who worked under UNI QLO. Fill the form up,and passed it to him. Irritated by those PR Resident! Moreover which is from pinois aka Philipines! Then the guy called us up for an interview. First time sia the manager interview with four of us. The interview lasted for 1 hour.

After that,meet bf up at woodland. I promised him that i will reach there approximately around 10 plus,but due to the delayed interview,i was late. So reached woodland at 11.00am sharped. Walk towards his block and called him up. He asked me to go up to his house. So i did. My intention of meeting him was to settle our problem,but ended up we quarrelled again. Nearly 12pm, bf and me left his house and he go for his school where else i was upset due to some problem. No idea of where to go,i called lylie up. Meet her at tamp and chilled around her area. Then her friend name aman came. So the 3 of us chilled together while lylie waiting for her bf to come. So,i did make new friend with aman. She's fun,crazy and kecoh! haha! Then fir came. Chilled till 4 then all of us walked off cos all got plan. So,lylie wif her bf to celebrate her bf b.dae while im walking with aman as she wanna go yishun to meet her friend at 5pm while im going woodland to meet bf again to settle our problems. Reached under his block at 5 plus. Waiting for him from 5 plus till 8 plus. It was raining then, and im feel fucking cold although im wearing long-sleeve and my stomach were fucking cramped cos i didnt ate anything in the morning. As in feeling fucking cold,i light my ciggi up. I dunnoe how many sticks i had lighten up. But wad i noe is,yesterday i do smoked fucking alot! Too stressed! As i was waiting,then came these indian guy behind me and touched my hair and neck! Wtf sia! Cibai nye paria! Touch already,then said 'sorry2. i thought you were my daughter'. Fucked off lar! Kau tak tau bezakan pe anak kau ngn aku! Bodoh! I was afraid and geli. And i cried. Finally,meet bf up at Causeway Point as he asked me too. So,met him up and settle our problems. I was upset with him at first, and i was upset with myself for hurting him over and over again. So, he had made his decisions. I was upset the minute i heard him saying that 'he wants to be with tis gal and not you'. I told him that i still love and wanna be wif him. He explained to me everything. Then i cried the minute he says 'its was hard for me to leave you. Hubbie still wanna be wif wifey k. Dun cry animore. Come here and giv hubbie a kiss.' Im totally touched by wad he had said. Cos ever since im with him,he didnt failed to showed me that he really love me and he willing to sacrifices everything just for me. Where else me, i have been hurting him over and over and did not show him any love but yet,he gave me alot of chance and forgiven me alot of times.

You are someone really special to me my dear. I Love My HUBBIE!

im sicked and busy right now. will be updating real soon.

upset with you

2009-06-27T17:51:00.006+08:00

0430 hours
Meeting Raffi at Woodland under his block.
Supposingsly meet him at 0400hours,but i was late.
Then we headed off towards block 800+ coffee shop to but ciggi, and we chilled under one of e 800+ block to settle our problem. Settle for a while by asking some questions then he asking me whether wanna go AMK Hub or not. So,y not since both of us had never been there.

0515 hours
Went to Causeway Point cos i wanna buy some stuff and Raffi wanna buy his studd. Then we window shopping at there.
Bored already,we headed off to e MRT Sation and took e train and alight at AMK.

0615 hours
Reached AMK.
Light our ciggi and walk towards e AMK Hub.
Finished up our ciggi and stepped into e shopping mall.
What the fuck?!! Both of us were fucking bored with the shopping centre. Damn bored sey. Not alot of shops. Thought e shopping mall were like MS,Raffles City. Or come worst to worst like Causeway or Tampiness Mall 1 uh,but AMK Hub is fucking more worst! Waste my train fare and my precious time sey! Grr!! Only once i went there! There will be no second time.

0715 hours
Headed off to Bugis to meet Ardel, cos Raffi's cousin, Ardel called him up and asked him whether wanna join him sishar.
Took e train then we alight at Bishan Station, cos Raffi wanna try take circle line. Reached circle line station already, checked e board, the train didnt go to bugis. Grr! (Playing our feelings sey! Last warning!) Then we walked backed toward Bishan Station and took the train.
Inside the train, i took off my phone, then he took it from me and checked my phone. He checked my inbox, sent items and phonebook. Come to e phonebook part, i forgot to delete afiq's no. E moment he saw afiq's name inside my phonebook, he was jealous and angry with me. So i delete his no away in front of his both eyes.
Honeslty speaking, i hate people who checked my fucking phone! I need my own privacy! Issit fair for me cos u can checked my phone, but i can't check urs! And u got told me once before that u hate it i checked ur phone cos u want ur privacy. Ok. I respect ur decision. Same goes to me! I hate it and i want my own privacy! So,please. Do not checked my phone e next time.

0735 hours
E moment reached CityHall Station, he just walked off just like that and took e train going towards Bugis Station and leaving me behind. I was freaking mad at him cos he leave me just like that! wow! Thanks alot! So,i txt him and told him 'that im not coming with you'. Not satisfied,i called him. I asked him to stepped out of the train,but he insist not to. Okey. Im fine with it. Called him again, scold him and asked him to stepped out once more, he said he cant cos there were people infront of him. (nie antare nak ngn tknk) So,he asked me whether i still wanna go anot,then at first i told him that i refused to go, but my mind suddenly changed and decided to go. So i met him at Bugis.

0750 hours
Reached Bugis already, then he showed his attitude towards me eventhough i had explained to me and told him that i've deleted afiq's no. But he refused to trust me. Im okey with it. Walked and walked, he called Ardel up. Meet Ardel already, once again, he leaved me just like that and go with Ardel. Wtf sia! I was fucking pissed off sia! Fine with it, i decided to go somewhere else all by myself. Called him up and scolded him and thanked him. He told me that he got called me to go with them, but i didnt hear a single thing as i were listening to my mp3. Hasked me to go to e places back, but i refused. I asked him to come to my place instead. He said okey. Wait for 5-10 mins,there still no sight of him. Called him up and asked him where is he, he said still at the same place, and will be walking off in 15-20mins times. Wah!! Fucking pissed off to e max!

0850 hours
He, Ardel and Ardel's friend meet me.
And we walked off from Bugis cos all of us wanna go home.
As we walked,i thought wanna settle things with him, but i was still fucking pissed off him. So i decided to kept quiet.

1000 hours
Reached home sweet home.

1038 hours
Go out for a drink.

1115 hours
Back home.

p.s. i was really upset when u told me that u prioritized ur cousin than me, u said that ur hand were sticky padahal ur kwn ade kat situ and it seems that u dun love me animore cos everytime i wanna hold ur hands,u were avoiding from me. i really hope and wish that u can show me ur love like before when we've been together for 1 to 3 months. then i will change my attitude and show u the love.

p.s. i really want someone who can show me e love, sincerity, care, apprreciate & accept for who i am and not everytime im e one who come and find u tru phone or msn. get it! or if not, just leave me.

Love & Trust

2009-06-22T16:02:00.002+08:00

U will not gonna gain my love & trust back..

i dun need any SUPERHEROES in my Fucking Life!

2009-06-19T00:32:00.008+08:00

Today was damn fucking tiring & sucked day for me.
Today,woke up at 9am to get myself prepared for POA make-up lesson at 11am.
Thought of not going for the POA make-up lesson,but come to think of it,its better for me to go since im fucking bored at home.

TimeCheck:

At 9.20am,called Raffi up and asked him how about his NS thing,he told me dat he's otw already to settle the stuff. I told him,ouh,ok then. Continued doing with my stuff and at the same time thinking about him. Cos i thought he wanna asked me to accompany him after my POA make-up lesson,but then,he has already left. Im fine with it.

At 10.00am,heading towards busstop. Meet my baby(lylie),leeyan,shikin,idham & liyana at Tampines Interchange. But then me & lylie were left behind due to i asked her to help me buy ciggi.

At 1.30pm,POA make-up lesson finally had ended. Supposingsly,it ends at 1.00pm. But Mdm Siti released us late due to some people who have not done with e group project work. Wtf!!

At 1.30pm till 2 plus stayed in school with lylie,hilmi,shikn,afiq n his friend. All of us chilling at SAC,and at the same time himi,shikin & lylie finished up their CMS scripts while im trying my notebook to get connected to the internet. Wtf! Fucking pissed off! There's something wrong with my internet. Grr. Fine. Ignored it! Cant be bothered with it!

At 2plus,me,lylie n two of her friends heading towards Parkway Parade and chill there. E same thing again,go to the McDonald,the wireless were connected,but there's something wrong with e internet! Gosh! Then called raffi up! He's mad at me when he got new information from that bitch! I cannot stand it e way he shouted at me & lylie! Lucky lylie fight back with him. Thanks lylie! That was the first time i saw her really pissed off! Scary siol! I really dunnoe wad to do if you were not there!

P.S: To that bitch! I dun need any SUPERHEROES in my life & relationship! All tis while aku anggap kau sebagai kwn aku,tapi kau buat aku mcm gini! Lu gerek uh!! Kwn mkn kwn! Starting from now on,aku anggap kau pompan pembastard di dalam dunia nie! Kau ingat ni sentence clearly! I DUN NEED ANY SUPERHEROES IN MY FUCKING LIFE & RELATIONSHIP!

Boring at Parkway already,we decided to changed the plan. Thought of chilling at sengkang,but i told her that sengkang was freaking bored! So,at 4plus we decided to go Hougang! Wtf! Last warning siol! Mendaks giler! (Korng,make sure next time jangan lepak pat Hougang agi tau!! Last warning ehk!)

At 6plus in the evening,we changed plan again. Gatal kan. So,we plan to go Tampines & chilling at the Sun Plaza Park till 8.00pm. Then mummy msg lar sey! She text me and say this 'abg kirim beli burger McDonald'. Nak takank,terpakse belikan dier dekat Rivervale Mall. Last warning eh mat2 Mc Rider! Haha! Then back to home sweet home! (:

P.S: i want all those photos!! (:

TimeCheck: 0139hours

Yesterday Was a Very Tiring Day For Me - Last Warning!!

2009-06-17T15:10:00.011+08:00

Amazing Race!!

Oh gosh! Yesterday woke up damn early in the morning just to get myself ready & prepared for e Sentosa Team Bonding Activity. Woke at 5.30am in e morning as e alarm clock was set. Tidy up my bedroom & went to took a bath at 5.40am. Came out from e bathroom at 6.10am. Get myself touch up and my hair done at 6.30am. Now im stressed!! Left with my wearing. I dunnoe wad to wear!! Arrggghhh!! Opened up my wardrobe,& start to looked out of wad to wear. By e time,e clock ticked at 6.40 already. Oh gosh,im supposed to meet Sheeqeen & Lylie at Tampines Interchange by 7am cos we are supposed to reached school by 7.30 latest by 7.45. Alright2. Dun waste anymore time. Kanchong already. Just grabbed my blue jeans first for e bottom & i weared it. Came to e top,still not sure. Lucky my sis asked me this, 'what will you gonna wear'? '& where will you be going'? My answer to her was: 'Sentosa. I dunnoe. Im stressed! Dunnoe wanna wear what'. Then i told her this, 'thought of borrowing ur brown sleeveless shirt'. My sis replied 'wanna borrow,take lar'. Ok. Finally,there's somehing i can wear now. Pretty happy about that. Haha! So grabbed that brown sleeveless shirt up & wear it. Look at e time,& its was already almost 7am! No more wasting of time,i grabbed my rasta beg & off to the busstop! Shit! It was raining heavily that morning! Damn cool! Bt luckily i bring along my PUMA sweater with me. So i wore it & opened up my umbrella. No point using an umbrella,so ended up,im getting wet. Dat's kinda sucked yaw! 5 mins later,bus no 62 came. Alight at hougang area n 2 mins later bus no 27 came. At 7.30,meeting both of them up,but this time round lishah was there too! Took bus no 31 & off to ITE SIMEI. Inside the bus,lishah saw himi. Lishah called him up & pranked him up by saying 'eh,kite aru sampai skola tau! & our busses to sentosa left us already'. Hilmi was shocked at that point of time. Haha! kecoh2! Then lishah told him, ' oi! Aku maen2 je lar! Aku pat dalam bus same ngn kau! Kau pusing blakang!'. So,hilmi did turned behind & all of us laugh out loud! Haha! Finally,reached school already. Class UA0904AA smue star karat siol! Brape orng je yang datang! Korng gerek uh! So,they gave us e tshirt,1 apollo choc cake flavour & 1 new water! Last warning eh nie! Apollo cake & new water? New water tak pasal uh,but 1 apollo cake? Mane leh kenyang sey! All of us complained cos all of us were damn hungry at that time! Called it as 'Hungry Chicks Clan'. Haha! Wtf sia aku! Alright2. Stop it! Continue with my story. So all of us went to the washroom & get chnged. 15mins later,all of us off to Sentosa. Im sitting with my best buddy which is lylie. We chatted throughout our journey. Reached at Sentosa Siloso Beach at around 9plus. All of us gathered at the Emarald Hall before the activity start. Last warning eh. Cock up sia their plan. The crew didnt organized that well. Grr. So they keep us waiting,& waiting & waiting. I was already fucking pissed off! Finally,the activity start! In my group,there was 7 people included me. 3 of them were in the same class as me. Which is Maria,Kartini & Maslinda & e other two was Chinese & 1 malay. Then senior group us with lishah's group. So now got around 11/12 people in total. Maria gave e name for our group name. Name tak leh angss siol! Haha! We called our group name JAI HO!! Haha! Wtf sia! So e activity starts. Run here,run there & run everywhere throughout e sentosa. Maria was really into it! Haha! Tak abis2 JAI HO from e start till the end of the Amazing Race! Haha! What a suprised! JAI HO came in 1st lar sey!! Haha! Before they ended e event,they gave us some food. This time round pun last warning sia e food! Tak sedap langsung. Stakat makan dier punye ayam je,e rest all throwed it away! Walauwei! After all of us had our late lunch,came to e prize giving session! Haha! Maria was e one who came up to received the prizes! She shouted 'JAI HO' before accepting e prize! Haha! Lepak! Then e top 3 winner need to do our group cheer. So our group did first,2nd group was Lylie's group & 3rd group was Ferris gropu. Finally,all had ended! JAI HO divided e prizes among ourself. Prizes last warning! All were snacks! Gemok jgk aku! After all had ended,me,lylie,sheeqeen,connie & lishah heading to the washroom to washed ourself us! Thats the end of the SENTOSA TEAM BONDING ACTICITY!

After the Amazing Race, Go JAI HO!

HENDERSON WAVES

As planned,after me & lylie had washed up,we plan to head off to Henderson Waves. We got off form Sentosa at 4 plus. So we head off towards ViVo first to had our late lunch again at 4 plus nearly 5. This time round,im not eating as i were already full. So lylie did. She ate Fried Fish Bee Hoon. At around 5plus,we proceed to our destination. Reached there at about 5.45. We chilled there & eating our snacks which we had won from e amazing race. Haha. Last warning sia. Eat non-stop sia! Wtf. Thought that Henderson Waves was a fun place,but i was wrong. Its damn fucking bored there. Just that people love to go there because,its peaceful & having a nice scenery of the structured waves photos & e atmosphere of the natural jungle. We chilled till we didnt realise that e clock ticks at almost 8. Told lylie that time to go off & chilled at some other places a part from Henderson Waves. So,got off e bus & walk towards ViVo.Reached there at about 8.30. Once again,we chilled,but this time round at the opened space of the ViVo. Saw my brother gf at there. She was wif 2 guys. 1 of them is her cousin & e other one was matrep! Last warning eh e matrep guy hair! Haha! Then continue walking & sat at 1 place. We played tru or dare game! Haha! lepak lar sey! But it was fucking fun! No hard feelings aite bout e game? Hehe. Then by 10pm,we headed off to our home sweet home! (:

13 June 2009 was awesome dude!!

2009-06-15T15:05:00.007+08:00

Shikin,Lylie,Leeyan & DeeDee

Kakak Shiqin lar sey!! Pretty2! (:

Lylie, I Love Her To e CORE!!

Joanne (:

Noi known as Piercing Girl (:

Lishah, DeeDee, Connie & Sheeqeen (:

Walauwei! Fucking tired sia on this day! Cant believe this! Lylie & me go to e bbq pit together which were organised by our friend name Ferris. That bbq pit was meant for our AA class which were held at East Coasts Park(ECP). E worst thing that happened is that me & lylie reached there at about 3.30pm at McDonald area near Pit C. I received a call from my friend sheeqeen saying that e pic was damn far! She told me that our bbq pit was a byop which mean Build-Your-Own-Pit near Outwards Bound area,& its near Area F. Wth i told her tru e phone n to lylie. We got no choiced sia. Wanna take taxi,e both of us are running out of cash cos i plan that at night i wanna drink. That is y i hav to saved up my money by walking rather than taking cab. So,e both of us walked from area C to area F & carrying lylie's potato salad for the vegetarian people. Freaking damn fucking far sia & that potato salad damn heavy also! But what to do. We will hav to walked no matter wad. E moment reached to area D,e both of us stopped for a while n took a 5 mins of rest. Then we continued our walking. Both of us dah macam 'bonding' lar sey! We are freaking crazy as we walked. We laughed & talking rubbish. At the same time,tngh memyumpah! E way lylie's laugh is contagious! Last warning eh Lylie!! Haha! As we walked,we stopped again at area F. Cannot take it anymore lar sey! Damn tired after a long walked cos we didint stopped at area E. E same thing again,rest for 5 mins n this time round,i called sheeqeen & asked her which part of area F? She asked me where am i? N i told her that right now me & lylie at area F already. She asked me at which part,i told her that i at Pit 60 right now. Then she irritate me by saying its not pit 60 lar! Its build-your-own-pit! Then i fucking pissed off,i scolded her by saying 'aku tau lar its build-your-own-pit! Tapi kat ner?! Aku dah penat kau tau! Then at last she passed e phone to Ferris,& Ferris direct me. Wow! Thought reached already,but i was wrong. Still got a few KM to walked! As we walked,terserempak abang hilmi kite. & we did walked together n asked him to carry e potato saladd! Last warning sey! Dah macam walking marathon sey aku & lylie! Haha! Finally,we reached to e bbq pit! I apologised to sheeqeen e moment i reached! E pit last warning siol! Cannot make it sia! Too small. Then slowly,our mates came & Mr Hari came at about 7plus. Alot of our mates attend to e bbq pit! We continued with our agenda by playing games & all that kind of stuff! Shit! Out of sudden,my jeans & t-shirt wet! Because y.Mr Hari throw water bomb at me! Wah! Haha! So i did do e same thing,bt e water bomb did not break. Haha. Bt still,Mr Hari shirt & pant were all wet! Haha! Afther e games,we took a pic with Mr Hari & mates. He hugged me when we took a pic together & he did feed me with 1 spoon of cake. I dont really mind with that seriously. Haha! When e night cames,all of them going home left me,lylie,shikin,leeyan,ferris,stephanie & lawrence. Lawrence was drunked. Seriously damn drunked! He talking nonsense when we asked him some ques. While ferris & stephanie cleared e things up,we lie lawrence down on e long sit. Wtf. He vomitted. Then stephanie calld his gf up,& his gf picked him up. A few minutes later,stephanie dad picked her & ferris up & they when eating dinner before heading back home. Dude! Thanks for everything! U guys are fucking awesome! Make sure there's another class outing aite ferris? ((:

OVERNIGHT
Now,left only me & lylie. We overnight at there. Lepak pe kite? Haha. I dranked Glen Vodka on dat night mix with Orange Miranda & GreeTea! Haha! Last warning sia with greentea! Taste terrible sia! Haha! But who cares! As i was drinking,i called my bf up cos he gave me a miss call. I chat with him for a while & past e phone to Lylie. Both of them chatting. He's so sweet. Asked lylie whether am i alright or not & he even asked me whether i want him to come down to ECP or not. I told him not to come as it wil not be convenient for him from woodland to ECP. So he did listened to me. I was drunked. My stressed are all gone at that point of time. Luckily,lylie take really good care of me as she already promised with my boyfriend. Then e next day we all packed up & back to our home sweet home! (:

My Life Is EMPTY w/o Him!

2009-06-06T14:20:00.007+08:00

Baby,you had gone to KL just today. You will only be back on Sunday. Although you only stayed there for 3 days,i can sense that somehow,you are someone that is IMPORTANT in my entire life. My life is empty w/o your presence. Im starting to miss you badly baby! For the past few months,i had been ingoring you,not trusting you,giving you alot of problems & didnt show you the love. But then,now then i realised that how IMPORTANT & MEANINGFUL you are to me ever sine you left S'pore yesterday morning. I promise that i will change my behaviour for the sake of our relationship. I promise that i will treated you like the old times when we got together in 20th October 2008. I promise that i will treasure & cherished you while we are still toghther. No more playing anymore games baby! Im sicked & tired of it! Remembe our promises dear? The things which the both of us prohibits? Baby,there's 5 wishes which i wanna ask from you. Hope that u can grant all my 5 wishes. But if you can't,i'm okay with it.

1) Grant all our promises

2) Forget the past & Start a new life

3) The old Raffi which i used to know the last time

4) Treated,Caring,Understanding,Trusting & Love me like the last time

5) Promise me that you will not gonna leave me no matter what happens

Baby,i really hope that you can grant all my 5 wishes. If you do,i promise you that i will gonna listen to you & also change my freaking attitude! You can have my words baby!

No matter what happen, I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME! NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART! YOU ARE LIKE THE KEY TO MY HEART WHICH CAN ONLY BE OPENED & LOCKED BY YOU! <3>

Im fucking SICKED & TIRED with my LIFE! Seriously!

2009-06-05T00:40:00.002+08:00

Once again,another shitness came into my fucking life! Like i said,im trying to forgot all those shitness of what ive done in the past for once & for all,but it seems that im facing another shitness in my life! Im freaking wondering why do other people loves to interfere in my problem. I know that e person & that someone,they have e same blood ties,but that doesnt mean she can interfere! Its between me & ur sister,not you! Look people,get this in mind! "Im sicked & tired of hearing things which i dont wish to hear! " So,do keep all those comment to urself! To all dudes & babes down there,let me tell u guys that I dont have the fucking time to entertain unmatured people & people who bitch behind my back! If u guys not satisfied with me,just tell me straight to the point! No point for u to bitch behind my back,but when mixing with me,korang semue stepping gerek dengan aku! My life is like fucking hell right now! I dont have e strength anymore! Im just gonna take all the blames & thats it! Let me suffered with all the blames & problems so that the shitness will be gone forever! Once its gone,that its people! Its gone!

i dun entertain bitches who are still secondary but act as if they are fucking matured!

2009-06-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

To anyone whose attitude is like fucking bitchy like the both of them!
My fucking goodness! Just turning 15,but wanna act as if she's fucking matured!! Fucking nonsense sia! Not satisfied with me,dont bitch me in ur fucking blog assholes! Let us meet up one day & settle this fucking shit ar pukimak! Sia lar muke ICHA?? Muke kau lagi pecah seribu siol! Ade hati nak stepping aner nye "hot-stuff" ngn aku??! Jantan nak kau pun,stakat mantat je siol!! Amacam?? Service kau baik pe??! Haha! Dasar bitch sia prangai! Tak puas,jumpe ar!!
Sial nye bitch! Kau biar betol siol ribu orng dtg kat kau & kakak kau?? Aku rase dorng stakat nak mantat krong je!! Haha!! Well,i do wads right for me n him! At least,aku bukan perampas mcm kakak kau tu! Haha! Kentalan Jubo! Desperate laki orng!!

2009-06-02T13:14:00.000+08:00

Confirm I Flung my Business Environment Test!!

My goodness!! Bev test is on e 3rd June 09,which is tomorrow!!! Not yet prepared for e fucking BEV test!! Got no time to memorized those fucking UNIT 1 till UNIT 3 lor!! Soo long sia to memorized all the things! Haiz! Confirm aku flung nie paper nye! Tak paham langsung siol BEV nye module! How i wish i could drop this module! But too bad i cant!! Fucking fucked up siol aku!! Just hoping for e best tomorrow!! ((:

Unforgettable Incident & Scene

2009-05-31T00:38:00.000+08:00

The day has finally arrived for us to meet up. Thought things will gonna run smoothly,but i guess i was wrong about that. At first all of us did enjoyed ourself,but when e moment of truth came out,the atmosphere suddenly had changed! Omg. When i get to know about it,i was totally upset with it. Feel like running away at that point of time. But i didnt do it,because e rest of them asked me to stayed with them n have some fun,so i did! What a concidential! Saw them again at esplanade there. Wokey! Dats good,so that i can settle all those shitness for once n for all. But things turn out to be worst! Kene bantai lar sey! Omg! God damn it! Fucking hurt lor my head,neck,left cheek n left hand & my throat! My jaw kinda hurt too!! Im totally upset with what he had done! Didnt expect that he will beat me up! Sometimes,i do feel that my life is sux! Sometimes i do feel like ending my life just like that! That is why i called it my life 'ladynanafuckinglife'!

e ever worst thing in my fucking life & relationship that i've done!!

2009-05-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

the worst thing which had ever happened in my life & in my relationship.
im sorry for all my mistakes which i had done towards u.
im sorry for all e troubles & problems which were cause by me.
u r e victim in our relationship as u faced all those shitness.
i noe exactly how u feel. wads done cannot be undone.
thought it may be over on e 18th May 2009,but i was wrong about it.
im sorry if i were e cause of ur problems.
i noe dat wad i've said doesnt mean anything to you.
all i want from u is dat to give me another chance for me to show u e love,care,sincerity,loyalty,faithfullness & trust!

i know that no matter wad i said or do, u will say tis
"ur intergrity dont mean a shit to me any more!".

well,i just want u to noe dat no matter wad happened,
I WILL NOT GONNA LEAVE U nor BREAKING UP WITH U!! GET THAT IN MIND!

Love Me Or Hate Me??!!

2009-05-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

I have been wondering for e past few days
Is he really busy with school or act busy??
Or is he trying to avoid from me or starting to get bored with me??
Im not too sure bout that.
If dats so,he can just tell me straigthforward so that i will not get hurt.
He's not e old RAFFI which i used to know before.
Im sad bcos he had changed alot!
Is he really into me & loved me??
Cos he said tis to me
" I LOVE U & I WANT U TO BE MY WIFE! There's NO OTHER BINI EXCEPT U! I want u to promise & swear wif me that U WILL BE MY WIFE IN 8YRS TIME"! & u even confess to dat SLUT dat "I'VE COME TO A DECISION WHERE I WILL BE WIF DIANA,COS SHE'S E ONE I LOVE E MOST!"

I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE!!

2009-05-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,we dun expect the worst things or situation that came in our life.
But when all those unexpected worst things or situation came,
we will have to face it & end all those shitness for once & for all eventhough at times u were not all fault.
Never did my mind ever crossed that i will have to faced tis kind of problems.
Never did my mind think that he will do tis to me & in our relationship.
Im SICKED & TIRED of all those rubbish thing.
How i wish i could just let it go,but is seems that its hard for me to FORGIVE & FORGET u just like that after what u had done to me.
Even if im able to forgive u today,e nxt day when i woke up in my sleep,my mind will automatically think about those things which u had done to me.

OH,GOD! PLEASE DO GIV ME SOME STRENGTH FOR ME TO END ALL THIS SHITNESS!!