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• respect this blog as your own blog Mardiana is the real name Legally 18 this coming November 07 Currently Studying in ITE SIMEI Higher Nitec in Business Admin Im Attached to Raffi aka Black De Apocalypto Love Body Art in Piercings I Live & Treasure My Life to The Fullest |
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• Unforgettable Incident & Scene
• May 31, 2009 12:38 AM The day has finally arrived for us to meet up. Thought things will gonna run smoothly,but i guess i was wrong about that. At first all of us did enjoyed ourself,but when e moment of truth came out,the atmosphere suddenly had changed! Omg. When i get to know about it,i was totally upset with it. Feel like running away at that point of time. But i didnt do it,because e rest of them asked me to stayed with them n have some fun,so i did! What a concidential! Saw them again at esplanade there. Wokey! Dats good,so that i can settle all those shitness for once n for all. But things turn out to be worst! Kene bantai lar sey! Omg! God damn it! Fucking hurt lor my head,neck,left cheek n left hand & my throat! My jaw kinda hurt too!! Im totally upset with what he had done! Didnt expect that he will beat me up! Sometimes,i do feel that my life is sux! Sometimes i do feel like ending my life just like that! That is why i called it my life 'ladynanafuckinglife'!
• e ever worst thing in my fucking life & relationship that i've done!!
• May 24, 2009 2:48 PM the worst thing which had ever happened in my life & in my relationship. im sorry for all my mistakes which i had done towards u. im sorry for all e troubles & problems which were cause by me. u r e victim in our relationship as u faced all those shitness. i noe exactly how u feel. wads done cannot be undone. thought it may be over on e 18th May 2009,but i was wrong about it. im sorry if i were e cause of ur problems. i noe dat wad i've said doesnt mean anything to you. all i want from u is dat to give me another chance for me to show u e love,care,sincerity,loyalty,faithfullness & trust! i know that no matter wad i said or do, u will say tis "ur intergrity dont mean a shit to me any more!". well,i just want u to noe dat no matter wad happened, I WILL NOT GONNA LEAVE U nor BREAKING UP WITH U!! GET THAT IN MIND!
• Love Me Or Hate Me??!!
• May 14, 2009 10:06 PM I have been wondering for e past few days Is he really busy with school or act busy?? Or is he trying to avoid from me or starting to get bored with me?? Im not too sure bout that. If dats so,he can just tell me straigthforward so that i will not get hurt. He's not e old RAFFI which i used to know before. Im sad bcos he had changed alot! Is he really into me & loved me?? Cos he said tis to me " I LOVE U & I WANT U TO BE MY WIFE! There's NO OTHER BINI EXCEPT U! I want u to promise & swear wif me that U WILL BE MY WIFE IN 8YRS TIME"! & u even confess to dat SLUT dat "I'VE COME TO A DECISION WHERE I WILL BE WIF DIANA,COS SHE'S E ONE I LOVE E MOST!"
Sometimes,we dun expect the worst things or situation that came in our life. But when all those unexpected worst things or situation came, we will have to face it & end all those shitness for once & for all eventhough at times u were not all fault. Never did my mind ever crossed that i will have to faced tis kind of problems. Never did my mind think that he will do tis to me & in our relationship. Im SICKED & TIRED of all those rubbish thing. How i wish i could just let it go,but is seems that its hard for me to FORGIVE & FORGET u just like that after what u had done to me. Even if im able to forgive u today,e nxt day when i woke up in my sleep,my mind will automatically think about those things which u had done to me. OH,GOD! PLEASE DO GIV ME SOME STRENGTH FOR ME TO END ALL THIS SHITNESS!! | |||
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