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• respect this blog as your own blog Mardiana is the real name Legally 18 this coming November 07 Currently Studying in ITE SIMEI Higher Nitec in Business Admin Im Attached to Raffi aka Black De Apocalypto Love Body Art in Piercings I Live & Treasure My Life to The Fullest |
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• Nov 30, 2009 11:13 PM capoeira damn cool shit! It all started with frustration at first. Had to wait such a long time (45minutes later) till Macbeth turned up! [you really need to complain to your facilator!] Then had to deal with this guy (with a group of friends) who came up to me just to asked me some stupid question and want to flirt around with me while i'm waiting for my bf. Duhhh!! Called bf up and told him about it. Bf quickly rushed after hearing what i've told him and he finally get to see that guy face. (check2 its your so called friend. duh!) Overall, we managed to be back to the common term. Had lots of foods today as we bought cempedak goreng, roti john, keropok lekor, cookie and slurpee. Slacking, chilling and enjoyed away with the foods that we've bought. Boyfriend send me back to home sweet home! Thanks precious for sending me back home and also bought for me the cookies! Had a really great time with my love one! Hehe! I'm a COOKIE MONSTER now syg! Love you! till here. night readers! Labels: cookie monster • Long Distance of Walking.
• Nov 29, 2009 9:16 PM Yesterday i had really good time with all my friends and not forgetting, my boyfriend too! It's all started with, i had a Worlds Aids Walk at Somerset with lylie and idham. Halfway through the way, we went off just like that and decided to had our lunch at Far East KFC. Had our lunch, lylie told me that she wanted to buy some stuff at Rastafari, while idham headed home as he got practice with his band. 3 of us buss-ed ourself to Raffles City. Idham took the train while me and lylie walked from Raffles City to MSQ. Went to PUMA to look up for hilmi. As we look for him, there's this one lady came up to us and ask if we want to the part in a Creativity Drawing Competition. So, me and lylie did take part in the competition, and they borrowed jacket and handbag to pose with the drawing tht we've drew. (being PUMA model for 5 minutes. hehe.) After that met Macbeth at MSQ and we walked from MSQ to Skate Park to accompanied lylie met syam while waiting for shid. Had a tiff with macbeth because he really hated it to go Skate Park. Back to normal terms with him and all of us proceed to Haji Lane for shisha-ing! Hilmi was there too to join us! I'm glad that all my friends can click with Macbeth! :D Thanks everyone for making my day yesterday! Labels: mine property • stalker
• Nov 23, 2009 10:48 PM Hello people! It seemed that there's this someone who love being a stalker in my life. Well, i don't wish to fight or quarrel with anyone now. I'm matured enough to face all this kind of problems, and i won't gonna entertain any of the spamming or blogging or whatevar things that he or she want to do. I'm not a primary or secondary school kid to brag about this through blog. So yeah. Simple. Just keep it a sweet and short post will do. To anyone who had been my stalker for all this months or years, please open your eyes damn wide and read it carefully alright? Bikin orng susah uh nie orang. Grow up and be a lady or a gentleman. Thank you. Labels: i dont need any stalker in my life. shooo • Happy 1 YEAR 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY
• Nov 19, 2009 10:45 PM For the past few weeks, it had been having a heavy downpour and here i'm down with a FLU. Like what the fuck?! Damn it! I really hate to be sicked, because i will get sore throat, my body will tend to get weak and then i fall sick easily! I'm pretty lazy to got to school tomorrow. Tomorrow i'm having ETP module. That's pretty sucked! Haiz. Can somebody help me to make a decision pleaseeee? Picture taken yesterday. Blowing Gum! Hehe. :D Oh gosh, my attendance for this semester really sucked! Had been absent for 1 day, and cabut for SVE and WFB module a lot of times. Easy say, its like throughout the 4 weeks, 3 days of having SVE and WFB lessons. And its like throughout the 3 days, i will not gonna attend to the class. Reason for not attending is either ' woke up late, lazy or tired'. But mostly it will be woke up late and it will lead to lazy. Because, once u are lying on your bed, without setting an alarm clock, you will tend to get overslept, after that keep on dragging the time till you are too lazy to go to school. Really must bucked up already. Because i;m having a test pretty soon! Gosh, i'm almost forgot that today its my ANNIVERSARY with my macbeth. Received a text message from macbeth and he wished me an Happy Anniversary!! Ok. Now i wanna blog about it. To Macbeth: HAPPY 1 YEAR, 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY my love. (: Throughout this 1year, 2months, you had been a great boyfriend that i ever had. <3> Thanks for being extra patient with my attitude. Hehe. Thanks for all the sacrifices and things that you had done or give to me. Appreciated it a lot macbeth! I love you right from the start, till now and till the end! i'm you sin baby! And you know that! i'm happy now. you know why. (: Labels: sincerity and purely in love with you • precious time i had
• Nov 17, 2009 11:44 PM lovely. So, today skipped school and met my macbeth at his house. Spend the whole day and time with him. Make for him breakfast and watched tv together. Feeling so sleepy and i decided to take a napped in his bedroom. Then at 3 plus nearly 4 we went off to Causeway Point and roaming around that shopping mall. Macbeth send me back to Sengkang, and we spend our time at Sengkang. Had Sushi, Chocolate Milkshake and Pie Kia for dinner. We even had a Sushi Challenge Eating created by Macbeth, where we picked and exchange our partner's sushi and dipped into lots of Wasabi, and will have to asked the person to eat it. And i took up Macbeth Challenge. And i editted the game by inserting the vicks inhaler to the person who will have to eat first. It was fun indeed to have a jackass game overall with macbeth. Next, we proceed to Rivervale Mall, and get ourself a new beads bangles. All thanks to Macbeth. Till here readers. Im off to take my nap now. And oh yar, I'm so in love with this Macbeth!!! <3 Labels: love love love is all i wanted from you • busy busy busy
• Nov 15, 2009 5:15 PM Well people, currently im at Esplanade Library with lylie. Before meeting up with her, i were at my Aunt's place to celebrate her maid's birthday which fall in 17 November. So had a lot of different types of foods just now, and right now im feeling hungry already. Duh!! After that, met her because we had to do our Service Excellent Scripts! Boo.. All of our mates had started already, expect for the two of us. We were being left behind quite far from them all due to attending late for SVE, and most of the time we skip our SVE lesson! Grrr. Must buck up already diana! No more skipping school and so on. Up next, its my macbeth birthday today. Were planing to go out with him, but it was cancelled! Don't you dare to call me sickening and sucked girlfriend alright! You jolly well know that i wanted to go out with you today! Bear that in mind! Since you said that on Tuesday we go out, i agree with your plan then. Till here. Toodles readers! Labels: buck up diana Its 15 of November! Its my MACBETH 18TH BIRTHDAY [pic above]!! Woootttssss!! Here's a birthday song for you: Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To Macbeth, Happy Birthday To You! Happy 18th Birthday to my babyboy! Legal already or what? aisayman!! Hehe... Already 18th, must change your behavior ok busuk! May all your wishes come true and all the best in everything you do! Tomorrow we go out kay to celebrate your birthday! Then we meet abg and ardel also, maybe can go shisha again! I love you so much Muhammad Raffi!! i may not be the best, understanding, loving and awesome girlfriend that u had always been wanting and looking for, but i will try my very best to be one of those that i've mention above. in my heart, there's always be you, not others. and i promised to you that on this special day of yours, i will take extra really good care of you. ily now and will always do. Labels: Happy Birthday to you • In need of CASH Badly
• Nov 12, 2009 1:08 PM I'm currently in school right now with those crazy & happening mates of mine. Went to the Career Fair which were held in my school, and i've applied 2 jobs. WingTai and Customer Service Assistant. Having a heavy downpour right now, and it seemed like i can't even get off my butt to get home. Grr.. I'm damn tired right now. How i wish i'm at home right now and taking my nap. Hopefully i get the WingTai job. Because i really in need of cash badly! I'm so gonna BANKRUPT!! I'm so fucking pissed off with the F1 people. Till now, i didn't get my pay after sending them my particulars. Wtf!! I wanna do SHOPPING!! Relationship hurts me the deepest in my heart! I'm still not sure if we're still together or not. Seriously, it's seemed like we're not being together anymore. Maybe I'm not important in your life anymore. You told me that you still loved me, but did you show it to me now the way that you love me? You don't even have the initiative to txt me by telling me your whereabouts and so on. And you didn't even have the initiative to call me. I really hate your attitude by doing this to me. It hurts me more deeply. Did you ever realize that our relationship were on the rocks? We argued everytime with each other, all due to our disagreement? You know what baby, our relationship bring us nowhere if we keep on arguing. And i find it childish. Don't you? I got nothing to say to you anymore. Just hope that you can change your behaviour and you know what i want from you. Remind you again, i'm not forcing you aites. If you know what i want and if you think that you can do it, then it will be good. If not, you don't have to troubled yourself. If you find me a sickening girlfriend, then might just well leave me and most importantly, DO TELL ME.I just realized one thing baby! When i asked you right now how's our relationship? Issit ended or continued? You answered this to me: ilysm. I guess its just a normal i love you thing. Because you never tell me the answer whether you wanna end it or continued. So yeah. I assumed its the end. Unless you tell me the answer lar. I may be strong on the outside, but deep down i'm weak on the inside. Nite readers! :D Labels: BANKRUPT BANKRUPT BANKRUPT • It's The End or Continue??
• Nov 11, 2009 10:08 PM I've read that blog of yours already. Taken from one of the malay song. Those phrases and words really means alot to me now. & i understand your situation right now. I wont never, ever force you to do those thing which you can't do. I won't compared you with any of those guys anymore. I just wanna be extremely greedy about love things. I compared you with him because i wanna feel more love from you and having those romantic moments and spend every precious time that i have with you. True enough that you had showed me your true love and all, but that was all in the past. I don't think that now you are still showing me your true love anymore. Maybe, you don't realize about it, but i'll do. Now, your attitude towards me, had changed baby! Damn freaking changing sugar! Sometimes, i'm wondering in class what am i to you now? Girlfriend? Wife? Or issit just a Friend to you? Because, for the past few days, you had been keeping quite and don't even bother to give me a miss call or msg. You do gave me a morning msg like today, but you just type "morning!"? Wow! Marvellous job you done! Where's the rest of the msg that you usually send it to me? You really treating me like i'm a piece of shit where you can find me if you feel like you like it, and dumped me or put me aside if you don't need me. Or were you are the one who had been contacting other girls? Because, roughly i can see the picture already when a guy starting to contact a girls. You even called me a sickening? You even talked to me like i'm your friend? Wow! Thanks ar bro! If i'm fucking damn sickening right now to you, what are you waiting for? Choices are all is in your hands. I've already taken your words. Mark my words, i won't gonna disturb or bother you alright if i'm such a sickening & nuisance to you! ( if i do, sorry to bother you all this while) If i'm such a nuisance to you, that's mean i cared alot about you lar & wanting you to layan me. If not for syg and love punye pasal, what for troubling myself? Don't you ever dare to accused me for the things that i never done! & & you don't even have the time to meet and spend time with me lar now compared to last time! Last time, we will meet up 3 days in every week no matter how busy you are! But not now! Your attitude had changed! & that freaking sucked to the core! Nevermind, i understand you. No matter what, i will accept your decision. But i will still kept my promise towards you & i will still love you no matter what. End/Stay? (if you do have contacted any of the girls, do tell me) anything just text me up lar kay. night. Labels: telling you honestly from the bottom of my heart. don't be such a hypocrite • HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME, 071191
• Nov 8, 2009 2:20 AM lovely! What a day to start of! Had an awesome & marvellous birthday celebartions with Macbeth & his cousins, Abang Eric and Ardel. Splendid! Splendid! Splendid day with my hunks! Spend most of the time with Macbeth first at town, then met the both brothers up, plus with two of Ardel's friends at Bugis. While waiting for them to arrive, boyfriend & I had the time camwhoring! As already planned by Macbeth, we went to Haji Lane for sisha-ing. And i had Strawberry Milkshake for drink instead of having li quor. Yum! Yum! Boyfriend were so sweet as he sang for me a BIRTHDAY SONG towards my ear! Wootsss! Im a lucky girl i guessed to have Macbeth in my life. Now i really, really understand why boyfriend is so caring & concerned about me for not letting me taking a bike license, working during schooling time and much more. Although we had always been arguing lately, deep down i know that Boyfriend really cares about me & he knows what's best for me. Thanks to all my friends for the birthday wished! Thank Macbeth for spending your precious time, wis hes & celebrating with me. & not forgetting, thanks to the both brother's for celebrating my BIRTHDAY too! Let the pictures do the talking once it is ready to uplaod. credits to baby love - MACBETH/BLACK sisha - ing with LA -FAMILIA THINGS THAT I REALLY WANNA GRAB SO BADLY once the F1 pay is in : - Nokia E63. - Shops for more clothing and dresses. ): Labels: outing with la-familia during my birthday • Happy 18th Birthday to me
• Nov 7, 2009 12:46 AM Hell yeah! Finally, im 18 now! Have been waiting for these day to come. Legally to what i wanna do all this while. Im sooo gonna partyyyyy & enjoy my life starting from now on. Smoke & Drinks as & when i like with a bunch of my friends & boyfriend! & im gonna meet my boyfriend up in a few hours time. Gonna celebrate my birthday with my love one. Make sure we take lots & lots of pictures aites love. Anyway love, thanks for wishing me in your blog. (: That's all for now peeps! Goodnight readers! Labels: Finally im legal • i <3 my people
• Nov 2, 2009 10:02 PM Nie macam cakap okey BRADER! Basically, there's nothing much i wanna update about.. Today school were freaking damn boring for me. Seriously, it is just a waste of my time going to school today as i didn't turned up for my WFB lesson and SVE lecture. Didn't turned up for WFB lesson because Lylie, Sheeqeen and myself were waiting for Lishah. As usual, she's the one who will always be the late ones, and as for SVE lecture, all of us were agreed for not attending to the lecture, instead we were having our breakfast at CAFE 1. Perangai sia tu! Up next, after school, Lishah, Lylie, Noi, Hidayah and i accopmany Idham to dyed his hair. Poor Idham, because no one wanna help him dye his hair, and so i asked Lishah to help him up dyed his hair. We were chilling away while waiting for his hair color to be seen. While waiting, there's this group of 6-8 malay guys just came out from the boys toilet. One of their friends saw my smiley piercing, and he decided to asked his friend(who badly wanna have a smiley piercing) to ask me about my piercing. Lols. Random talk about piercing and off he go. Zappp. Lylie suddenly told me that she wanna re-pierce her smiley back. Without hesitate, i asked her to re-priece back her smiley by asking Noi to help her out with the piercing. Lishah, Noi and i still have the time to joke and laugh at Lylie, while she, herself were in pain. Haha. Buat kekek uh korng! Done with the piercing and i help lylie out to put on her smiley stud! :D And as for Idham, his hair color can be seen! Woooottttsssss!!!! We're done with our mission! And oh yar, Lylie and i had already discussed among ourself that we gonna pierce our middle part of our below lip! Woohoo!! Nie macam cakap okey BRADER! And we had already told Noi about it, and she's agreed to help us with the piercing. Wee!! p.s: im so gonna miss my Macbeth Love! Hopefully he can spend his time with me this Saturday during my birthday! :D Labels: chaotic friends of mine | |||
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