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• respect this blog as your own blog Mardiana is the real name Legally 18 this coming November 07 Currently Studying in ITE SIMEI Higher Nitec in Business Admin Im Attached to Raffi aka Black De Apocalypto Love Body Art in Piercings I Live & Treasure My Life to The Fullest |
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• Jul 30, 2009 3:11 PM July 28,2009 Meeting you at Woodlands near ur house area with my sulking face e moment i saw you. Its not my intention of showing you my sulking face. I did that because of some reason. Get really pissed off the moment i checked ur hotmail. Whose the heck is TEUKU ASYUHRYANA ADTIQAFRYLLD???!!!!! Omg!! Another issued just started!! Im fucking pissed off!! Cant you people just leave us??!! Im fucking sicked and tired do you get it??!! Because of you,i had a big quarelled with him! You guys must be happy ryte seeing us quarrelling??!! And to you,you told me that u had forgiven me? If u really had forgiven me,then u shouldnt had bringing up the matter again. Its showed that u had not forgiven me. On that day when we quarrelled,im sorry if im leaving you just like that w/o ur permission. But,you were the one who left me just like that,not me. Im confused with the situation that im in.. Haiz.. I got nothing else to say.. Since u said that u thought TEUKU was ur friend,i trust u then..
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• Jul 28, 2009 1:13 PM 28th July 2009 Today meeting my hubby at woodlands.. wee..!! Cant wait to meet my hubbie!!! Heehee!! Let's just wait and see what will happen when we meet up. 27th July 2009 Meeting hubby at Tampines Interchange,cos hubby wanna fetched me from school.. Happy when get to know that hubby gonna fethced me up!! Wee!! Then we had our dinner at Qiji Tampines Century,both of us ate Nasi Lemak. Hehe.. (sibuk je!! hiakk dush!!). Chilling at Tamp with Lylie,Shikin and hubby. Off home at 9 plus. Thanks bie for sending me home.. We had fun right??!! Hehe.. Underground nye!!(shhh.. only me and u know! Hehe!) At night calling bie up,and chat with him.. Last warning sia bie! What a suprise sia! The word 'bombastick' same out from hubbie's mouth!! Haha!! wth??!! Chatting with him quite long.. Then we chatted about that fucking FAZ!! Cibai sia prangai!! p.s: i really love you so muchhh!! 25 th July 2009 Oh gosh!! Damn freaking bored stay at home all day!! Supposingly,meeting hubbie today.. Cos he asked me to accompany him go his uncle(Pak Su) house,then after that go gig which were held at Republic Poly. But then,all planned was cancelled last minute for some reason. Haiz.. Im okey with that. At 2 plus,called him up,and asked him whether he wanna watch the gig or not,but his answer was 'i'm not sure. later i called you back'. I was hoping that he will call me back and asking me to tag him along to watch the gig,but then,its a foolish part of me for hoping. Not even one missed called were found in my phone. You did gave me alot of missed called,but it was at night. You only gave me missed call at night?? What did you do all afternoon?? Nevermind.. I understand.. Maybe you were busy. There's some reasons why i didnt gave you a call back. One of the reason was,i were really mad at you.. 26th July 2009 You make me really pissed off today. Eventhough you didnt accused me that you were blaming me,but deep down i noe that you blame me. Maybe i was wrong about that,but my instinct told me that you were blaming me for not going the gig. Haiz.. You left me speechless.. Do you know that?? • wow!! awesome day!!!
• Jul 23, 2009 12:09 PM 19 July 2009 Meeting my hubbie at woodlands and off to Harbour Front. Our planning was to celebrate our 10 months anniversary. Took bus from woodlands intrchange. Walauwei! The journey was freaking far!! Hugging him tighly and felt asleep. He wake me up,and he said 'b.. takmu tido,talk2 wif hubbie.' So,i did accompany him troughout the journey. He told me that he feels like vomitting. Oh gosh! Im worried!! Told him to rest. Reached at 4 plus,and first thing first,we grab our late lunch at Harbour Front foodcourt! I oder Chicken Rice Sweet & Sour,and he odered the same thing as me,and we drank soyabean. (Hehe! Last warning siol!) Then off to Vivo to buy my notebook casing at challenger. Proceed to Henderson Waves at 7plus. Last warning siol! We alight at the wrong stop. We walked 2.6km from the stop till we reached Henderson Waves. (Penat siol! Bie dah pancit! Hehe!)At 8plus,we walked off from there,and sent hubbie till woodlands. Overall,we did enjoyed ourself! 20 July 2009 On every 20th of the month,is a very special day for me. Its our anniversary baby!!! Go school as per normal,and end lessons at 3pm. Called my hubbie up and told him that i wanna meet him. He's okey wif that. So,meet him at woodlands and proceed to the normal port,and start chatting and chilling wif him. Off home at 6pus. p.s: Happy 10th Months Anniversary Hubbie!!! 21 July 2009 Meet my hubbie again!! But this time round,he fetched me from school!! Woohoo! Im sooo fucking happy bout it!!! Then off to CityHall coz hubbie wanna meet his friends,muji. We grabbed our late lunch at Marina Square. We ate Nasi Lemak and drank sugarcane and f&n cherry. Muji came,and we got alot of things to chat about. (Puki uh faz!! Jgn nak feeling2 hot-stuff kat sini!!) Then we proceed to Suntec and strolling at there. At 6plus,told hubbie that i wanna go off already. He and muji accompanied me till MRT Station. Back to home sweet home. (: p.s: Im exhausted!! ): 22 July 2009 Meeting again my baby!! Chilling at his house. He gave me a chocolate,Ralph Lauren and cola shirt for our 10th Months Anniversary!! Thank you bie!! I will appreciate and treasure e things which you had bought for me. Off home at 4plus,while hubbie going for his capoeira! (: Labels: Hubbie's week • im tired with this shit
• Jul 17, 2009 6:50 PM Oh gosh.. Damn tired yesterday.. Starts school at 9 and what the f**k!! First lesson was BEV. Damn bored sia Mr Eric teach. Going school with lishah and sheeqeen as per normal,then saw idham. So,he took the same bus with us.. E four of us walked together. Otw to class,lishah and sheeqeen wanted to buy a drink,so we stopped for a while and me and idham waited for them. While waiting,saw noi and hidayah. E 6 of us walked together. The first thing stepped into the class was,everybody take out their notebook and start surfing the net. (perangai sia. cikgu berbual smue tak layan. haha! random!) Then chat with hubbie,but there were no replies. So,i decided to offline. During lunch time,chilling at SAC. Surf the net and read someone blog. Omg! I was fucking pissed off with her. She's blogging about my bf! And i cannot accept it that she love him! She even type in her tagboard saying that 'the only person that i love is black'. Wtf sia! I told my hubbie in msn,and we ended up had a big quarrel over stupid matter. At 3,during BEV lesson,everybody were bust surfing the net. Mr Eric teach,but no one bother to hear. Chat with crazy classmates of mine and my hubbie! Chatting with classmates was fucking random sia! Haha! Korng gerek! Chat with hubbie,and were we still quarrling. Haiz. End school at 5,and meet Shakinah up at Tampines Interchange(long time never meet). Have a chat with her while smoking,and talked bout our lives and so on at Tamp 1 open space. Reached home at 7.30 as i promise my hubbie that i will be back home before 6.30. (im sorry hubbie cos i didnt reached home before 6.30). As per normal,called hubbie up the moment i reached home. Chat with him for a while as i need to washed up and get my stuff done first before had a long chat with him. At 8 plus,i txt my hubbie up saying 'bie.. im so stressed up right now. skrng mataer dah bnyk problems,kalau dah kahwin macam maner? when can we live happily and peacefully w/o any disturbance frm ppl? i tak tau lar bie'. (haiz. i txt like that because i were feeling damn pissed off and down) After prison break,called hubbie up again,we were still quarrling. Called him again at 12 plus,his area atmosphere was fucking quiet. Oh gosh,im worried about his safety. Asked him where he is,and he told me that he's under the block. Chat with him bout the problems,but it came worst due to my behaviour. Told hubbie that i will be calling him again,and make sure that when i call you,u were already at home. So i did called him at 1plus. He's already at home. Im relief!! Chat with him,then off to bed. The situation was kinda sucked!! haiz!! P.S: i trust you and i will not gonna let anybody to have you! i swear to god! To her or anyone who may be concerned: cant you people just understand that he's already attached with me. stopped bothering our live and our relationship! stopped trying to break my relationship with him! cos we love each other! cant you gals move on with ur life and find someone new rather then trying to break someone's relationship? get a life gals! cos i aint gonna leave him! im sicked and tired with it! this is not the first time it happened,this is the second time! so please! Leave the both of us alone!!
19 July 2009 Cant wait to meet my hubbie. Gonna celebrate our anniversary in advance! Gonna be 10 months on the 20th!! ily baby!! Labels: Leave us and get off my back will ya • quarrel with hubbie
• Jul 16, 2009 9:40 AM Yesterday called my hubbie up in the morning and asked him whether wanna meet ke tak. He said anything is fine with him. Asked him wad time he end his school,he said at 3pm. Aites then i told him,meet you at woodland. Went to school library with Lylie,Sheeqeen,Lishah and Hilimi. Lylie and me as usual surf the net,Lishah configuring her wireless,Sheeqeen chilling and Hilmi sleeping. Chat with hubbie,and told him that i can't meet him as my stomach were fucking cramped. Hubbie were pissed off with me. So we ended up had a common quarrel. So,met him at woodland and ended up we were back to the normal term. Proceed to the normal place,and he taught me on how to play warcraft (my eyes were sleepy. So,i didnt concentrate that much). (Step aner nye pro je hubbie,but he is one of the pro's uh. Hehe) At 6.30 headed off to woodland interchange. Hubbie send me till woodland interchange and off home. Called hubbie up the moment i reached home to let him know that im safely home. At night called him up again and chat with him. Chat nonesense stuff with him. Sorry uh dude!! He said 'Busuk! Busuk! Busuk!'. Then he asked me for a gud nite msg,and i told him to 'cium buntut i dulu'. Hehe! p.s: ily more Black De Apocalypto!! (webcam with idham. padahal same dalam class sia!! haha!) get my poa result test. i managed to get 33/37. but its an open book uh. wtf. Labels: i still love you, no matter how quarrel • Irritating Matreps bwh blok!
• Jul 15, 2009 12:07 PM Yesterday met hubbie at woodland. Waiting for him at the usual meeting place. Got these 2 fucking irritating matreps sitting opposite next to the block which i sat. Fucking irritating sia! Wad do you expect from matreps nye prangai? Kacau2 uh. Irritating sia! Kacau2 orang! I felt so irritated,called my hubbie up and asked him where is him and asked him cepat dtg! He said that he's otw. He asked me why,and i told him bout the two matreps. He asked me to shift to another block,but i insisted to seat at the same block cos im too tired to walk. The moment he reached to e meeting place,hubbie shouted (***********). Honestly,i was shocked when he shouted. Then out of sudden,he said 'b.. nak kiss'? So i did gave him a kiss on his lip. Proceed to another place and start to surf the net. Bie kononye wanna show me his skills in editting picture uh,but then the picnik website fucking lagging uh! (Too bad honey). Chat with hubbie till 6plus,then told hubbie that i wanted to go off alredy as i got to do my school stuff. Hubbie send me till traffic light,then walk towards Causeway Point and took 161 from there. Reached home and called hubbie up to let him know that im safely back home. (= look girls if anyone intend to have or be with him, pass through me first k! if not,just fucked off from our relationship aye! p.s: I Love Black De Apocalypto Labels: Irritating Matreps • Love
• Jul 13, 2009 7:15 PM 11 July 09 Meeting my lover at woodland. Cos he asked me to help him cut his hair. So i did. Wait for him till 4 plus under his void-deck while he get changed. As usual. Fucking pissed off cos he make me wait. Duh!! Called him up,and he told me gave him another 5 mins. Wait and wait and wait. Look at the time,its already more than 5 mins. Called him up again and he didnt ans my call. Alright. Then i heard his voice. Finally,he appeared. Fucking nice his wearing. No wonder uh he took a very long time to get ready. Last warning eh bie. Hee. Told hubbie that i wanted to meet lylie for a while since she at Woodlands Library cos she's doing her CIP thing. Called her up,then met her. Chat with her for a while,then off to town. We went to Orchard,cos i wanna find skate shoe. My mom only gave me 50 bucks!(Ma,how to buy skate shoe sey when u only gave me 50 bucks?) Add wif my 20 bucks,total i have 70 bucks only. Grr. Ok. Walk and walk and walk,then i saw someone which i dont wish to see. Guess wad people! Its that fucking slut and she's with 1 guy. Errmmm. Not too sure whether that guy is her bf or friend uh. Who cares anyway. But i was fucking fucked up the moment i saw her! This part i do care! Feels like going towards her and confront her,but she escaped from me and my hubbie instead by pulling the guy hand and walk far away from us. She was lucky enough uh. And that fucking guy,last warning sia! U dun have to give me that fucking look and stared. Cibai sia! Told my hubbie about it,and hubbie also fucking pissed off. (Bie,u should noe what to do). Then off to Peninsula to find skate shoe since fir told me that there can get more cheaper compared to town. When there,but still no different sia. Cos my budget only 70 bucks. Pathetic sia. Alright. Gave up with my skate shoe,then headed off to Bugis to accompany my hubbie and have our dinner at there. Hubbie gave me a treat! Thank you bie! (: Then hubbie asked me to send him home,so i did send him home till woodland then off to sengkang. Reached sengkang at 10.45. I was stucked at the busstop e moment i get off from the bus. It was raining. Damn it! And i didnt bring any umbrella with me. Text my mom up,and told her that i will be home late. Cos im stucked at the busstop. She told my dad about it,and my dad fetch me up. Thank you daddy! 12 July 09 Black De Apocalypto (= Labels: ilysm hubbie • killing our fucking boring time
• Jul 10, 2009 6:38 PM This pic was taken on thursay if im not wrong. Fucking boring. Cos we are having our 2nd break. So,we chilled at our usual place SAC ( Student Activity Centre) and took picture wif lylie baby and shikin using lylie's camera with fish-eye lens. (:
Webcam with lylie baby at school library while waiting for my hubbie finish his school. We had fun with our webcam eventhough we were sitting next to each other. Crazy fellow! While Idham were all stressed up with his wireless. Poor thing. But at last his wireless managed to get connected. Hehe. Then off to meet my hubbie at woodland. Reached there at 4.30pm. He was totally damn late. He reach at 5plus. Im freaking pissed off with him. But at last,we had an awesome time. Right baby? Hehe. N I have made a promise with him. And i will keep that promise. Ily my dear! Saturday, 11 July 2009 Which is tomorrow! I cant wait to go out with my one and only hubbie! He will be accompany me to find skate shoe as my school shoe. Woohoo!! Maybe we should go penin first then head off to somerset. And at night maybe watching Night Festival. But not too sure at where. It had been a long time since we never go out and spend our time together my dear. I will make sure that tomorrow the both of us spend time together w/o any disturbance. Ily to the core baby! • Loves Quotes and Meaning Of Love
• Jul 5, 2009 7:00 PM I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground Love is like an eternal flame, Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time. Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters. Love is a moment that lasts forever... You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love. If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with me I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet. Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name. Living life without you just wouldnt be the same If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart. If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden. When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you... when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you... When i hold you i was afraid to love you Now that i love you im afraid to lose you. Telling someone you love them comes from the heart The place that made you love them from the start. True love never leaves the heart, so if you dont love me now, you didnt love me then. It is impossible to fall out of love, love is such a powerful emotion, That once it envelops you, it does not depart. True love is eternal. If you think you were once in love but fell out of it, than it wasent love you were in I ran up the door,shut the stairs,put on my pj's and said my prayers. I hopped onto the bed and turnde off the light, all because you kissed me goodnight. No Boy Is Worth Fightig For, And If You Have To Fight To Get Him, Than You're Better Off Without Him. The Hardest Thing In Life Isn't Finding The One You Luv, Its Making The One You Luv...Luv you Back. A Cute Guy Can Open Up My Eyes, A Smart Guy Can Open Up My Mind, But Only A Sweet Guy Can Open My Heart. I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine, I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind, I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New.. I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You I don't know weather to smile cause you're happier with her or cry cause you're not mine. Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other, B ut then every morning I wake up and realize I love you more then the day before. I want to be happy because he's happy But how can I be happy knowing im not the one making him smile. Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my skin apart, But nothing hurts me more than you, Because you broke my heart. It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it. Love is friendship, friendship is love. If love fails, friendship should remain. For friendship is the foundation of love. Let your heart guide you...but listen closely because it whispers. You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, You make me laugh at the unfunniest things, But most of all, you make me love you... When I shouldn't be loving you. You will know when you really love someone When you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it. Don't be too good i will miss you. Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too sweet, I might fall. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all... And all for love, and nothing for reward. A complete need should not exist...love, life in common with loved ones? what we love intensely or for a long time we are likely to bring within the citadel,and to assert as part of oneself. A girl without freckles is like a night without stars. A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know. A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts. A kiss makes the heart young again and wipes out the years. A kiss is the renunciation of the heart when one is no longer alone. A lawful kiss is never worth a stolen one. A lover fears all that he believes. A lover without indescretion is no lover at all. A man is not where he lives, but where he loves. A meeting between two people who is complete one another,who are made foreach other, borders already,in my opinion, on a miracle. A part of us remains where ever we have been. A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and metogether forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never inheart. A pity beyond all telling Is hid in the heart of love. Labels: Loves Quotes and Meaning of Love | |||
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