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• Aug 28, 2009 12:52 AM Im feeling terribly down today.. Feeling damn sucks today!! Mother fucker! Fucked off BITCHES!!! I've lost hope in everything.. I mean everything including Studies, Love, Life, Relationship, everything that has got to do with me.. Can i just be gone form this world? Like forever i mean?? How i wish i could by not killing myself but in fact there's something happen to me like accident, illness or whatsoever.. Im giving up!! Settle it soon, or if not the both of you can just fucked off! Labels: up yours •
• Aug 26, 2009 3:29 PM Lots & Lots to blog about.. Firstly, I wanna congratulate my closest crazy friend Lylie, for being able to move on with her life after all the miserable, shitness, sadness & madness that she had faced for the past few months.. Im happy to see her moving and its seems that she had forgetten about the past time that she had faced.. She seems happy now after she got to know a new guy recently.. Everyday, come to school, she will tell us her stories.. Everyday, different stories she will tell us.. And, and also, not to forget her non -stop crazy stupid joked! Haha... Lu rocks girlfriend!! U are alive now.. Doesnt mean without the both of them, u are completely dead! No use of patching up with one of them.. Cos they dont deserve u.. See the bright side of u.. U already had found a new guy, just continue and be happy with him.. (=
p.s: fuck you, fuck you very very much!!! To you He's already attached.. So please.. Do something with your blog.. Dont even blog about him or wrote anything about him under your 'i loved' column.. U even had the cheek to blog about us (he & me) and called me names?? Excuse me, who the hell are you to me?? Its tru that he choosed to be with me.. Anything wrong with that??? Dont you feel ashamed at all cos he got no feeling for you at all.. But where else u, keep on waiting for him hoping that he will make a come back to you? Like duh!! As long as he is still with me, there's no hope for you at all hoping that he will make a come back to you one day.. Advice to you is, MOVE ON! GET A LIFE BITCH!! p.s: bitch without dignity! To hubbie Spending the day together with you on Monday was an unforgettable moments that i had.. Eventhough we spend our time for only a few hours, but i can sense that somehow we had spend our most quality time together for 1 day.. I think that im ready for everything.. Cant wait till the 3 years to come.. I really love you! You upset me on Tuesday by accusing and assuming me on things which never in my mind ever thought of doing that.. I had change.. Im not like the last time Diana which you had been tolerating all the time with my nonsense.. I had change.. I got no time to do stupid thing and i got no time to contact other guys.. Have only you in my heart had been a great & terrific lifetime experience.. Cos like i said.. I only love you, not others.. p.s: i need you to trust me • boyfriend
• Aug 20, 2009 12:37 AM Alright.. Here im blogging again.. Gosh.. Got lots and lots to blogged about since it had been a long week i didnt update my blog.. August 19,2009 As i was waiting for bus no 27, there's this one ITE SIMEI guy approached to me and asked me for my no.. In my heart was like,wtf?? Want my no?? Haha.. Guys can be such a jerk at times.. He even declared that his friend want ur no.. In my heart was like wtf! Ur friend or u sia who wants my no?? In the end,i did gave him.. But i gave him my bf no instead of my no.. Haha!! Then bf told me that he received 7 msggs from that guy and received alot of calls form different no.. Bf were freaking pissed off!! Haha.. p.s: guys can be such a jerk!! Last minutes plan.. Meet him up at CityHall to accompany his friend to settled his (friend) stuff.. At first,i did told him that i wanna tagged along since he offered me.. My mind start to changed the moment i reached my house area.. I was freaking damn tired today due to meeting up with him for the past few days since Saturday 15 August 2009.. Called him up and told him that i changed my mind by not following them, the two of u just go ahead.. He was upset with me when i told him that i wont be tagging him along.. Come to think of it,i shall just followed them since he had already sacrifices his school and capoeira by not attending to his lessons.. So we finally meet up.. Didnt expected that it turned out to be an arguement between us.. Like duh!! He kept asking me whats wrong with u.. And my answer was,nothig.. nothing.. But by right there's something is wrong with me.. Just that i didnt tell u about it.. Im absolutely not satisfied with u! U leave me just like that and dont seemed to be care/bother me at all??!! U prioritized ur friends rather than me?? What kind of a BF are u!! U even have the cheeks to break our promises?? Wow!! Isnt that wonderful?? And another thing is, u have the guts to leave me just like that by continuing drinking with ur friends while im on my way to the MRT Station all by myself??? Wow!! Terriffic sia!! So now, i realized that u put ur friends first instead of me.. Alright! I understand, and im fine with it too.. And the very last part was,what worst is.. He didnt even call or msg me to wish me our 11 months anniversary!! Wtf sia!!I was wondering,is the 11 months anniversary really mean anything to him and important to him or is he just didnt seems to bothered at all?? Hmm.. Strange.. Maybe he is too busy with either with his family,friends or his stuff lar.. Till didnt giv me any call or msg.. Wth sia.. Bf pierced again.. Nice piercing love.. Add in more piercing aye!! p.s: fucking sucky day!! August 17 & 18, 2009 Meeting him at woodlands when my school lesson had ended.. We met at the normal port to have some privacy talked and after that we proceed to Woodlands Library to do my CMS project,while bf studying for his exams and helping me with my CMS project.. Alah, he helped me and study for a while only, then felt asleep.. Wth.. We had our late dinner at MacDonlad.. And back home.. (: p.s: meeting u will always be the best solution to kill my boring time (: On the 18th August, bf borrowed me his ZEN Creative.. He is willing to sacrifices his MP4 just for me to let me hear songs while im on my way to school. Thanks bf!! My hp earpiece spoiled lar bie.. Once i got cash, i will buy my hp earpiece and let u have ur MP4 back.. Kay dear?? But it took a lot of months lar for me to return it to u back.. Sorry bie.. And thank u once more my love!! p.s: thank u bf!! u are the greatest bf that i have ever had!! August 16,2009 Accompany bf cut his hair at Admiralty area.. Then off to Woodlands Library to do my POA assignments with bf accompanied.. Had our late dinner at LJS.. Proceed back home at 9 plus.. (: p.s: pics will be upload once it is ready.. August 15, 2009 Briefing for F1 at Suntec City Gallery East.. Walauwei!! Damn boring sia the briefing!!! Briefing on the precaustions, attire, bag kit and etc.. Wth sia.. After briefing, we went to our various zone for our on site walk.. Walked so freaking far sia!! From no muscles on the leg, can have a bit of muscles sia found.. Like duh.. Nonsense sia!! After briefing, bf fetching me up at Suntec.. We chilled and had our late lunch at Marina Square, foodcourt, Damn hungry sia!! One whole day didnt ate anything!! Stupid F1 briefing!! Didnt gave us any food.. Only gave us mineral water.. Like duh!! Had our dinner already, then proceed to Raffles City to meet up with Muji.. Then proceed back to Esplanade and w chilled there.. We drink, we laugh, we smoke, we crack jokes!! We are fun people!! Haha.. !! Drink till we drop!! Wtf sia!! Last warning!! Back home at 10 plus nearly 11.. And reached home at 12 plus.. We had a great & wonderful day,time,places and activities that we had done!! (: p.s: pics will be upload once it has been edited! (: Labels: busy week • A 17 yr old despo guy
• Aug 14, 2009 10:53 PM I will be having F1 Briefing tomorrow at Suntec City Gallery East.. Meeting hubbie first,and off to CityHall.. Maybe will be meeting a bunch of friends at CityHall Mrt station.. Or if not,i will just go ahead hubbie. Despo people: Like duh!! Im stalking ur life?? U so sure?? Now,let me repeat this again,right now i dont even care about ur fucking life anymore.. We are not even attach yet,so wad for i wanna stalk ur life?? Am i right?? Maybe sometimes i chat with someone and asking bout u.. But that doesnt mean that im stalking ur life.. Bout the message that i send it to u,that was the past.. I dont really looking forward to ur reply,seriously.. Cos i know deep down u wanna avoid from me.. So now,u,urself confessed that im a fling to u right?? Let me tell u this kay.. Im glad that im smarter and wisely choose about my life partner.. And its proven that i choose the right choice.. At least,he didnt fling around with girl.. Unlike u.. Love to fling around with those girls when u dont even have a gf yet.. U make them as if like they are ur so called 'sparetyre'.. I criticizemaking assumption with all the girls that u dates?? Yes.. Its tru that i did criticize and making assumption of those girls that u've been dating.. But i still remember clearly in my mind that some of the criticize and assumption that i've said,u agreed to some of the sentences that ive said.. So hell yeah.. No offence.. Lucky i choose him instead of choosing u.. If i were to choose u,then i had make a biggest mistake and regret in my entire life.. Let me ask u this.. Is this how u like a girl if u cant be patient with her situation?? And left her just like that and be with someone else?? Like duh!! No wonder u have not get a gf yet.. Cos all the girls afraid of wan and na having an affair and be seriously in u.. Correction,if im a fling,then i guess you are wrong.. Cos im still with my bf,not with other guys.. Cos deep down,i know who is the one and meant for me.. To my friends who suggested me on breaking up with my bf,then u guys totally had made the wrong choice.. Lucky i didnt followed to wad u guys said,instead i followed with my heart.. Isnt it right that u look like a despo for a having a girl?? Duh!! p.s: Siape yg tembak,kene diri dier sendiri.. • One,Two,Three
• Aug 13, 2009 5:50 PM There's 3 things i wanna blog today.. Firstly,yesterday,had a quarelled and arguements with him again due to some stupid misunderstanding due to bringing up about the past stories related to the both of us.. Im not sure who is the one who started the arguements first.. From what i know,im not the one who started the arguements first,its u are the one who kept on talking about Fai Rolfes,and u did mention about F name first.. Bcos of that,we ended up quarelled till 1plus in the morning.. And bcos of that,today,im late for school.. School starts at 9am,but im awake at 7.30am,all bcos of my phone ringing.. All thanks to lylie for messaging me in the morning,if not,i will definetely will be late for school or will be attending to school today.. The moment reached school,when for CMS lesson.. But it is just a waste of time.. Cos the moment i stepped into the classroom,lylie asked me to go off and had our breakfast at Cafe1.. I agreed to her idea and we when off for breakfast.. Saw fir and his friends at Cafe1,then lylie go to him and asked fir to open up my Pokka Peach Bottle while they chatted.. Fir offered us to sit with them,lylie agree to it,while i disagree with fir's suggestion.. Then at last,we decided to sit with them.. Had my Fish Soup while lylie had Chicken Rice for her breakfast.. Finished eating,and off for smoking.. Thanks fir for the ciggi.. Aftr that when back to class for getting ready for role-play with our group.. Today's lesson supposingsly ended at 5pm,but i decided to cabot the last 2 hour lesson bcos of the way Mr Eric teach were damn boring.. Lishah and Idham also agree to it.. So,the 3 of us cabot together and headed off home.. Haiz.. Im so sicked and bored with school.. Feel like quitting school cos i have lost my interest in studies.. Now,enough of school matters.. Secondly,right now,im wondering.. There's alot of things which kept playing in my mind.. And also i have been thinking about the problem that u and me had faced.. Haiz.. Im really dunnoe what i should do with you.. I totally gave up.. Ur post.. Who e hecked is E?? Y never include full name?? I assumed that,that person is a girl.. Cos when come to think of it,if he's a guy y u never include his full name eh instead u type F?? Haha.. Funny lar sey.. Shall not bothered u lar.. Do what u want as long as u happy with it kay.. Thirdly,i cant wait for the biggest upcoming event to happen here in Singapore which is the last two weeks of September.. The biggest event which i refering to is none other than The F1 Formula Night Race!! Oh gosh!! Really cant wait for that!! Will be busy throughout the 3days.. This Saturday,my mates and i will have to go down to Suntec City Gallery East at 2pm for the F1 briefing.. Shall looking forward to it!! After that,gonna chill out with either my friends or my bf.. But mostly,gonna chill and maybe drinking with bf and also,maybe i will be asking lylie to tagged along with the person that she will gonna meet up(insertname) to watch fireworks together.. Im done with blogging.. Now i wanna do my own stuff.. That's all folks!! • Outing with hubbie's friends
• Aug 10, 2009 5:46 PM When out with hubbie yesterday to celebrate National Day.. We had a little misunderstanding at first about the meeting places,but we managed to solved it at last.. Saw bie's friends at Khatib MRT Station.. We took the same train with them.. Off to Raffles Place, and chilled with hubbie friends.. His friends were fucking alot yesterday.. A totaled of 15 peoples were there including us.. Its was fun,chaotic,crazy, madness,awesome and unforgettable day for me.. Too many things were done yesterday.. We drank & smoked alot, took alot of pictures, walked fucking long distance and we crack a joke.. Haha..The funny part was, when we wanna took a picture,hubbie invited 3 indian guys to take a photo with all of us.. And one of them were sitiing on bie's lap.. Like wtf sia.. Haha.. But it was indeed fun lar.. As the phrases goes 'Regardless of Race, Language or Religion'.. Thats y we took the picture with these 3 indian guys.. Hehe.. After the National Day celebration had ended, all of us proceed to Plaza Singapura.. Chilled near Plaza Sing.. Then,they decided to changed their planned again, and next stop, we chilled near Istana area there.. At 1030, headed off home.. Cos im too tired to extend the time to chilled out with them.. Overall, the day was fucking great..!! Next time, we chill again with them kay, hubbie?? p.s: photos will be upload here once i get the pics from arief, our camera-man.. more photos, pls check it out on my facebook.. Labels: madness night •
• Aug 6, 2009 3:33 PM Im too lazy to go for BEV lesson today.. Oh gosh.. Decided not to go for that lesson instead im going for the second lesson which is CMS.. Today was a terrible,hectic and targic day for me and lylie.. p.s: i have lost interest in my studies.. • I miss you..
• Aug 5, 2009 9:05 PM Alright.. Here i am blogging again about what had happened today.. Well.. Mostly,nothing much happened lar today.. Im just freaking tired and feeling fucking targic today.. Today,im going school with lylie.. We had breakfast at boogey loogie loogie(LJS)..(The names were given by the both of us..) Thought our CMS lesson starts at 10am,but the real timing was at 11am.. Paiseh uh.. It was lylie's idea of having our breakfast at LJS.. Had our Chicken Texas for breakfast and off to school.. First thing first the moment we reached school was smoking.. As we walked,we saw that guy(inside the bus).. Told lylie bout it,and said 'alamak.. maruah down 0% sia nie.. haha..' Off to our CMS lessons at lecture then.. Oh gosh!! Im freaking bored with school!! How i wish my course graduate this year.. Damn.. Must wait till 2011 then i graduted?? Fucking long sia!! Taking care sia nie!! Alright2.. Enough of school matters! Now,i wanna blog about my hubbie.. Aww.. Sad sia.. Today didnt get to meet bf up cos he got capoeira.. And maybe tomorrow didnt get the chance to meet him up also due to my lesson ended at 5pm.. Oh gosh.. Im really gonna miss him badly.. Hopefully that on fri,he didnt go for school.. So that i can spend quality time with my bf.. Chatted with him just now around 2plus.. But its was too fast for me to end the conversation with him.. Im really sorry bie.. U noe ryte that im using lylie's lappy to chat with u when she's not with me just now in the library.. All because of the internet connection uh! Bodoh nye skola! Wireless cock up that abis2! Binget siak aku!! Bie.. U noe wha.. I still remembered every words and sentences that came out from ur mouth.. I cant wait for that to happen in 3yrs time.. I really hope that u will keep all ur promises towards me.. U even said that u wanna engaged with me in 3yrs time before u went for NS.. I will engaged with u dear.. Dun worry to much aites dear.. ILY sooo much syg!! Labels: Targic Day.. •
• Aug 3, 2009 7:28 PM Alright dudes.. Its been so long ever since i update my blog.. Getting rusty already sia my blog.. Oh gosh,got lots and lots to post about.. This part,taking care siol.. Alright.. Here the story begins.. July 30,2009 Wow guys! Its had been an awesome and splendid celebration for our CA birthday,which is none other than Mr Hari. He seemed to be confused at first and not knowing what the heck is going on down here. Thanks to Lawrence for doing an awesome magic trick.Those two cakes were really small,but dont just judge the book by its cover people. Eventhough the cakes were really small,the taste of the cakes were marvellous and delicious! Pity on those who didnt get to eat those cake. (next year should order 2kg,so that it will be fair for all of us.. Alright people?) Thanks to our supportive and sporting classmates and teachers for making this birthday celebration happening! And last but not least,to our CMS teacher,thank you Mr Singh for chipping in some money to buy those snacks and drinks,and also for giving us the idea of buying those magic candles. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR HARI!! p.s: Feel free to see those pics in facebook.. Lazy to upload here.. Aug 1,2009 Planning with hubbie already on weekdays that we will be going out on the Saturday. So we did went out together and as promised that we will be spending most of our precious time together w/o any disturbance.. Our planning was to go Henderson Waves,but i changed my bloody mind going to town instead of Henderson Waves. Hubbie disagreed at first,but when i slow talk with him,he finally agreed with me.. Im fetching hubbie up at Woodlands under his block at 2pm as promised. But im the one who ended late.. Reached his place at 2.45pm.. Lucky hubbie didnt mad at me.. (gosh.. im relief.. be thankful to god cos u get such a thoughtful,kind & rajin wife! Heehee!) Proceed to CityHall and chill there.. As we chilled,what a concidential.. We bumped into hubbie's cuz, Ardel & his gf at Merlion.. Then we followed them for a while to Starbucks,cos Ardel friends meeting him up at there.. Then hubbie & me off to other places & spend our time together.. My mobile suddenly rang.. Its lylie.. (Sibok uh dier!! Heehee!) She asked me where am i,and both she & fir asked me to chilled with them.. I told lylie where i am,and told her that alright,i will bring my bf chilled with u guys.. Told hubbie about it that lylie and fir asked us to chilled with them.. Hubbie was angry at first cos he lazy to walked such a long distance.. (so lazy-bump!!) Then i show him my sulking face.. At last he followed my way.. (Thanks eh bie! I really love u lar! Cos u really understand what i want) Chilled with them at the outdoor mini stage.. Took alots of pics with them.. Last warning.. People down there,their motive was to watch the NDP Preview,where else me and hubbie romance2.. Then lylie,fir and me making alot of noises.. Haha.. Last warning siol! Nasib baik tak kene halau.. Those fireworks was fucking awesome! I was touched by hubbie when he confessed alot of things toward me.. Aww dear,i really2 love u lar!! God dammit! Send hubbie off at woodlands and off back to home sweet home.. Thanks lylie & fir! And not to forget,thanks to my Preciously Mine too! <3 p.s: dont drink too much!! i pijak2 u aru tau!! kasi u mati!! hehe.. p.s: i will upload more pic at facebook. Aug 3,2009 Woke up damn early in the morning cos i already promise lylie that i will be accompany her to Polyclinic. Supposingly,meet her up at 8, Tampines Interchange.. But txt her yesterday at 1plus and told her to extend the time till 8.30am.,due to sleeping late.. Cos i noe i cant wake up.. So,meet her up at Tampines opp Tampines Library.. What the fuck sia!! Im fucking pissed at the polyclinic! The service damn slow sia! We reached there at around 8.45am,and settle everything only at 11 plus nearly 12pm..! Imagined uh.. How long have we been in the Polyclinic?? Grr.. Now,the both of us freaking hungry.. Lylie were fasting at first,but she decided to batalkan puase dier just to accompany me eat.. Hehe.. Kite jiwe babe!! Went off to Boogey Kookie Kookie(KFC) to have our lunch. Done with that part.. Came to the next part.. Hubbie called me up and ask me whether today meeting up or not.. Told him that we will be meeting.. Cant wait to meet my baby up at woodlands.. Meet him up just now.. Chat and chilled with him at the normal port.. Off home at 5plus.. Bie.. Im starting to miss u already.. Meeting you will never get bored! p.s: macam nak pijak2 u je kasi mati.. hiyakdish! hehe (: Labels: Love | |||
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